When you come to the abrupt realization that all that matters now will not matter in the end
Government will not be recalled
The clueless people of the here-and-now will not have done enough to change the fate that will eventually dawn upon them in the future
Peace will be nonexistent
Anarchy will disintegrate into the particles of death from which we call dust
All memories will fade with an icy fire to the center of the galaxy
And the universe, as it did in its own creation, will once again become transparent and collapse into itself

Everyone will become my tears and they will fall off the face of the earth and leak into the fabric of society.

When no one has time for you
And your soul is crumbling
Your feelings can't be renewed
Your heart is tumbling
How many times must I say-
Nothing can fix me
I'm beginning to decay

My childhood's playgrounds don't please me anymore
There's a fire inside me and it's burning to the core
There's ice on the edges and it sticks out like knives
I go around stabbing everyone, hearing their wretched cries

But I'd rather hurt myself instead of hurting them...

Letters to the dead
Are just letters in my head
All those things I wanted to say
But instead were tucked away
Everything I dreamt for us
Except now it's all just dust
Things I always wished for
But now they're all locked doors

It was so sudden, just out of space
It was so horrid, just a slap right in my face
I can't believe you'd abandon me
You set just yourself free
You never left me guidelines
Simply left me our highlights
I thought and thought and thought
But it's only an empty slought


I examined the plastic bottle, inside and out
It sent me throwing it at the wall, making me shout
I have every **** right to be this mad at you
I need someone to go to but now I don't know who
I know that I am spiraling, I feel it in my blood
I can't think anymore, my brain's just filled with mud
If only you hadn't overdosed.. If only you would have stayed...
Maybe we would have been found together in the very best of ways...