Those moments, lapses, and seasons of being okay. The morning Ted Talks of figuring out how to deal with a broken heart. The pro's and cons of what, when, or why. The days of nothing of the **** of getting over it.
The sadness of who knowing he is no longer yours. The missed out opportunities, the heartbreak, the absolute heartbreak. The ******* maturity of it all. But I'm on fire and I'm going to blaze, I will come in waves and I will leave with no trace. The gasoline gets hotter and brighter and I am burnt out. I will ignite again but I don't know when.