I hate how much I love you

How dare you blame me for the things that you do
How dare you say those hurtful things knowing they’re not true
I seem to be the blame for any and everything
But you’re the man so I guess you’re not capable of any wrong doings
You punish me for the mistakes of others from your past
No love no trust how then do you expect us to last it’s not always bad sometimes it feels so good
You say and do the sweet things that you should  
But in a heartbeat the blue skies turn grey
Not a word said to each other just another wasted day
It scares me to think that we are possibly not meant to be
What if we’re just holding each other back from our true destiny

I’m I’m not all you need then just set me free I’m down on my knees
If I’m not the one for you then just let me be I’m begging you please

No reason to stay is a good reason to go.

I wish I could forget those hurtful words but they’re stuck in my head like a song on replay I could respond and defend myself but whats the point when you only pretend to care about my opinion and my feeling instead I soak in the truth as painful as it is and I realize I’ll never be good enough for you
I’m sorry I’m not the girl you want me to be but I’ll never be sorry for being me

Be careful not to fall in love
Walk in so that if there’s ever a need to leave, you can just walk out

True fear is not of that which we know,
But that of which we know nothing about
All that is fiction and myth those things that are impossible to figure out
Makes you wonder right?
Wait not yet don’t turn of the lights
Is it really out of mind out of sight