Life can wound you deeply
Weight of unspoken pain
You build up walls around you
Them walls may still remain.

Suffering doesn't have to be a sentence
Got to see beyond your own hurt
Drop all the heavy baggage
that's dragging you through the dirt

Forgiveness breaks the cycle
Hope isn't found in revenge
Life it really isn't easy
But I know that you can mend

Within the knowing
A fierce strength lives
The will to just keep fighting
It's how you have survived

Through it all
Even after every fall
You still stand
Stand tall.

Because even in the darkness
there's always a revealing glow
You just have to see it
It's then you will regrow.

Darkness crept upon me
Soul starved of its own light
Now just a ghost of myself
Just hanging on for dear life

Built these walls around me
so hard to break them down
Years of unspoken pain
Wore me into the ground

I know suffering isn't a sentence
That hope isn't found in revenge
Know forgiveness breaks the cycle
But still I do not mend

I feel my soul stirring
Wanting to be free
Crave that vital energy
That will inturn recharge me.

Even after the sting of betrayal
I still believe there is light
That within me there's the answer
I believe it'll be alright

Heart racing,
Legs pacing,
Brain wired,
I am so tired.

Can't keep still,
I want to shout,
STOP!
It's getting on top,
Need to switch off,
Close everything down,
Before I breakdown.

So go lay down,
Close my eyes,
BUT
Images project through my mind.
like a TV,
Don't even watch TV,
How is this fair?
In overwhelming despair,
Where is the switch,
To turn off all of this,

Not asking for much,
Just to put on the brake,
To come to a still,
Before the next hill,
TO
Regenerate,
Refuel,
Renew,

To go again,
In the fast lane,

Lips touching
Magic starts

Feelings real
Passion feel

Sparks flowing
Heart glowing.

Intense desire
Running through

Every vein, atery
Atoms to you

Just a kiss
Can say it all

Power a plant
Charge them all

Tongues entwined
signaling to my mind

Awakening my zones
To rattle your bones

Pure attraction
Deep satisfaction

Show with your tongue
What you want done

A perfect kiss
Lips that fit

Warm and deep
Making us weak

Rhythm in sync
Making our heartsink

Hunger aches
Legs shakes

Just a kiss
A perfect kiss
The perfect fix

I'm not scared of dying
But I just don't want to,
I want to live content,
But I don't how to.

I've hurt so many,
Feel like ****,
Fear this is my penace,
I've come undone.

There's a mirror in front of me,
Really don't like what I see,
Destruction at is very best,
Is this really lifes test.

Just want to feel real love,
Just want be at one,
To not disappoint anymore,
To not feel like a ***.

Will someone hold my hand,
Help guide me through,
Because there's hope running through
my veins going to waste, its true.

Please hold my hand,
So I can find my way,
If I get on the right path,
I'll try not to to stray.

Can someone hold my hand,
So I don't have to keep on running,
I scare myself to death,
Because I can see what's coming.

I just want to feel at peace,
Not this turbulent war,
Please someone hold my hand,
Guide me to the right door.

Days are long and exhausting,
Night insomnia is boring,
Thoughts like bullets in a race,
Droplets slide down one's face.
Death! Wonder!
What is like to die?
To say that last goodbye?
Live! Ponder!
Come on!
Hang on for the children,
Hang on for the hurt to go,
Hang on for new karma
Hang on for inner happiness to flow.
Hang on because you are worth more than to go.