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Human decency is seeing if someone is hurting
And helping,
Right?

But they come closer
Asking
"You ok?"
Patting me
Hugging me

Theres too many
I don't want this
The world is spinning
Im going too fast

And all they can do is touch me
As I shiver in silent protest.
She shook the teacher's
Hand so fast it was like she
Was running away
I wear this smile on my face
It feels so often out of place
My lips stretched tight over pearly teeth
Eyes showing the truth hidden beneath
And in the corners of my mouth
A drop of blood drips slowly south

But when the facade is wiped off at last
My expression and my emotions seem
mismatched.
Sometimes
I think
that if
I stop
f
a
l
l
i
n
g
                rise
I won't
back to
the top

I'll
just
crumple at the bottom
"*******."
That's what she said to me.
And I would be the first to admit that I am.
But when she shouts at me
Selfish
Worthless
Callous
I rebuke it immediately.
(I can't do anything right.)
"*******."
I get out of the car.
"Thanks for the ride.
Have a nice day, mom."

I walk into school
With her words ringing in my ears.
*******.
"Kids just don't have any respect for their betters these days..."

Well
When you decide to come home from work
To see your kids seated in the same spot they have been in since they got home from school
Laboring over homework that really never ends
A chores list laying forgotten on the counter in front of their eyes glued not to their phones
But to the massive pile of work that even you couldn't hope to accomplish
And instead of encouraging them to finish their work
Shout at them for not taking your needs into consideration,

Remember that every period of every school day (That's 6 periods, 5 days a week)
Every single one of their teachers is telling them the same thing
To forget the other work and prioritize theirs.

Recall that even before their homework that they have extracurriculars
And colleges are looking for not just academic excellence but social too.

Remind yourself that on top of THAT, they are constantly under pressure from themselves as well
No one puts themselves through hell without mental conviction
And certainly no lazy student would ever take initiative unless it was extremely important.

Your chores pale in comparison to the ocean of stress floating in the minds
Of the very people you berate.

And bear in mind that you are not their betters
For respect is a privilege to earn,
Not a right to have.
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