I'll always remember
You taking your last breath
And thinking
I never really said goodbye.
Now it's too late
And all I'm left with is regret.
Miss you Dad.

Tell me pretty lies
Look me in the face
Tell me that you love me
Even if it's fake
Cause I don't ****** care.

It's been awhile

But I still

Can't get you

Out of my head

Inside my mind I wander
In my own world I am lost
The strange things I have pondered
Cover the ground like frost
An ocean made of fire
A forest made of steel
The insanity inspires
These things that can't be real
But in my mind I see them
I touch them when I dream
From my imagination they stem
Where nothing is as it seems
The monster in the shadow
Is a guardian for light
The fuzzy creature in the meadow
A servant of dark fright
The twistedness of my mind
Astounds even my self
Where all things are undefined
Even the role I play myself
The shadows in the darkness
The screams within my soul
This world is sometimes heartless
Sometimes rages out of control