If only I were smarter
If only I were better
Everybody blames themselves but I have a vendetta
All the things that I have done I promised I would never
Don't know what I have to do to pull the ******* lever
Flip the switch in my brain
Make me happy once again
Take away all this pain
In this silence let me lay
Let me pay for my crimes
I could write a thousand rhymes
Say sorry a thousand times
Recite my ******* lines (Lie)
If only I were sweeter
If only I were kinder
They say I'm a good person but do they have on their blinders
If only I were happy
If only I were better
I'm guilty. That's the ending of the story and the header