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Joshua Haines Sep 2015
Her
I wish to let her go
I want to let her go
I want to give up

If I am to give up, than I am every other man in her life.
I truly dont think I could give up on you.
I can lose myself trying to get you
I wont lose myself, unless I lose myself inside your heart and soul.
Joshua Haines Sep 2015
What love Ive given you is wasted
What longing I have for you is wasted
Wasted is what you get, when you wanna forget.
But what you forget is that lifes too short to love someone who doesnt love you back.
But what is funny to me. Is I should be telling myself that.
Shame on me
  Sep 2015 Joshua Haines
PG
What comes into our heads as day turns into night
And sky turns black as coal before the next morning’s light?
Idle fantasies of childhood? Scoring the game’s final run?
Imagining years down the line with a daughter or a son?

Like an ever spiraling maze with an ending unclear
Some stoke our pleasures, others bring unsettled fear
The one time when we truly are impossible to find
Since no one else can access the reaches of our mind

Or perhaps these are not thoughts we have while we sleep
But ambitions to guide our path and goals that we keep
Directions from one point to another, like GPS in a car
So we can reach the mountain’s summit, not just admire it from afar

No matter the topic or intensity, let these visions in your life
Whether they come in times of quiet peace, or heavy angst and strife
Obstacles will no doubt appear along the way
Translate the phrase carpe diem; go out and seize the day
  Sep 2015 Joshua Haines
Lynn Al-Abiad
I can't tell people about you.

They won't understand how my pupil dilates at the sight of you
They won't understand how my happiness resides in your face
They won't understand my silence when you choose to devour books instead of my neck
They won't understand the twenty minute ride back home with your hand in mine against my chest
They won't understand the void your arsenic-like words left me in

And I cringe inside
Because, just like people, you won't understand neither.



-LynnAA
I miss you, but *******.
1/9/2015
Joshua Haines Aug 2015
you
You are the weakness I don't need
You are the sickness I feel
You are my wants and needs
You are everything in between
You are some of what im missing
You are the suffering I feel
You are what makes me real
You love him and NOT me
So let me go
Or set him free
This ******* *****
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