I know that
I needed more than I used to
My cup filling and spilling
Swept away by the flood
Salt in wounds
I thought long closed
Uncertainty filling my lungs
Reaching the shore after wasn't gentle
Slammed against the rock of reality
Gasping for air
Fearing a monster that wasn't there
The sea once my resting place
Now moving at unrelentling pace
Maybe it has always been to late
As I crawl along the sand
Force myself to stand
Facing a new Void