Tired,
Exhausted,
Feeling weak,
Any amount of "sleep",
Being meek,
No matter how long I'm at rest,
Stressed,
Having the world today,
Beat the **** out of Me,
Kick me down,
Then turn around,
And tell me not to frown,
I tell myself,
To drown,
Drown them out,
Ignore them,
But it gets worse,
Now they are yelling,
And im yelling back,
But they dont like that,
They want me to be
Obedient,
Another cog in their machine,
Of suffering and ignorance,
They want me to be
Blind,
To not see,
To not question,
To not think,
I refuse,
Trying to stand fast,
But alas,
In my heart,
Through my stubbornness,
And perception,
I'll lose this fight,
The same way we all do,
By fading away,
At the end of our time,
Orchastrated or Natural.

There is people,
Ones that are alive,
And those that are dead,
Both of them are watching me,
That much can be said,
like a feeling of being watched,
But worse,
Only one side can be caught,
Both may lead to a hearse.

Waking up alone now,
Not understanding what I did,
Getting used to it.

Spring,
A wild regrowth,
Spectacular blooming,
Fruitlimgs appear,
Sing song birds,
Fragrant flowers,
Pollen abounds,
Summer,
Blistening heat,
Water droughts,
Water parks,
Tourists about,
Autumn,
Summers heat,
Begins to wain,
Leaves turn,
An orangy hugh,
Reds,yellows, orange,
Chilly weather,
Nature,
Prepares for a slumber,
Winter,
Death and repose,
Bare trees,
Animals sleep,
Snow falls,
Wind is cold,
Chimneys billow,
Black smoke,

As the seasons unfold,
So do our lives,
As or lives,
Unfold,
So does our destiny,
We are at one,
With nature,
With its cycle,

We are one.

We dare to do a whole lot,
To explore,
But not to satisfaction,
Only to convenience,
We dare not explore,
The deep blue waters,
Of our many oceans,
But why?
We dare not explore,
More of the Cosmos,
Too dark,
Not enough light,
Bit why not?
We dare not explore,
Our own minds,
From either a physical,
Or mental capacity,
Why not?
We dare not explore,
What a world,
This would be without,
Corruption,
Greed,
Selfishness,
We humanity,
As self-proclaimed,
Explorers,
Benders of,
Curiosity,
Entertainers of such,
Fantasies,
Of what could be,
Fall short,
Of our own,
Proclamation,
For all that can be said,
Is that,

We Dare Not

Goodbye World,
I've enjoyed your Sunrises,
Marvelled at your sunsets,
Basked in your waters,
Danced in your streets,
Loved your forests,
Breathed your freedom,
Though I had all these good times,
I was suffocated by humanity,
Its non sense rules,
Its petty demeanor,
Its selfish tendencies,
And mostly worthless values,
But mostly,
Because I as a person,
Have so little value,
Just being me,
So goodbye world,
And thanks for your time

A man stands, Resolute, Firm.
The world tries to displace him.
An endless fight begins.