I think I figured out why I hate myself so much.
When people don't know about something or someone they fear it and when people fear things then that fear springs hatred.
I think since I don't know exactly who I am or what I'm made of then I fear myself then hate myself.

You called me adorable
I feel happy now
I just want to grab the word and hug it
You called me adorable

If you could see my thoughts
You would see images of me stabbing myself,
Repeatedly

The sun rose today
There is hope still left
It's a new day
There's hope for everyone, everywhere
Someone, somewhere

I hate how I let the way you objectify me control the way I think about myself
I no longer feel worth
I feel scared all the time
You made me like this

I was a kid
How could you do such a thing
It's a sick world
I let the past control me

I lost control a long time ago
I can't stand up for myself
I'm not an object
I'm human, why don't I get treated like one

You made me cry
You made me hate myself
I'm in a prison because of you
I want to drown