For a moment I felt we were infinite.
A moment that we will treasure forever.
Just like alexander the great, though short he may have reigned.
He will never be forgotten by the world.

I wish to conquer,
not any land, country nor continent.
But a hidden paradise that can't be foud anywhere else.
A paradise that beats every second and its what makes us alive.

If only my eyes has a function like that of a camera, I would have all our perfect memories captured, then have them printed.

In that way I could keep them perfect even after bad things happen.

If only my heart has a video player, I would have all our fun and blissfull moments recorded then burn them to a cd. Insert them to my heart and I would have it played in loop.

In that way, even if we part ways, I would never feel so lonely and remain happy forever.

If only.. but it is impossible. Pain must be felt and Bad memories should be remembered.

For so long I have been the living meaning of gloom.
Can't smile or even be happy for awhile.
I have myself locked in a dark, cage-like, room.
This pain is breaking me, I have no more tears to cry.

I need help, I couldn't bare this no more.
I don't need love, I just need a shoulder to cry on, a bestfriend.
I have been in the dark for so long, I need some color.
Please help me mend my broken life, because I might end this worthless fight.