Whats going on?
I cant explain
Whats going wrong?
I can feel something
Running through my veins
in the heat of it all (echo+fade out)
I can feel it

Standing out in the pouring rain
Calling your name
I know there wont be an answer
For all my mistakes
So now I must face
The fact, that I know that your gone

I don't care what happened
I only care what happens to you
I know it doesn't matter
what matters is you

So let me ask one question
Just one simple question
Can you forgive me for what I have done?
I woke up today
Lost in the city
Looking for my way back home
But alls I seem to see
is you stunning beauty
Every single step I make
Every single breath I take
is just not the same without you

I don't care what happened
I only care what happens to you
I know it doesn't matter
what matters is you

I don't care what happened
I only care what happens to you
I know it doesn't matter
what matters is you

If only I could find the answer
To all my mistakes
I think our life would be okay
But I know inside it wont be the same

I don't care what happened
I only care what happens to you
I know it doesn't matter
what matters is you

What I want
What you need
is something that we could be
The way I feel
the wounds you could heal
My heart, and everything involved
Cuz I remember
I wasn't going to do anything at all (at all)
Until you forced my hand then I forced you to fall (to fall)
You forced me in then I forced you out of these walls (these walls)
And now Im left here standing oh so tall (too tall)
Blood, sweat, and tears have brought me here
where I stand and where I go
The past will keep me here locked in my fear
Because of you just so you know
I will change so please don't go
Some of it was you, most of it me
If we could change our ways and let it be
I've righted my wrongs and paid my dues
I've done all of this just to be with you

You don't seem to understand
That I got the upper hand
on the situation
which leads to agitation
Its so frustrating
to know that you're suffocating
In these lies
In this life
I need to take it back, take it back, it is mine

Im tired of living this way
I feel like my life is going down the drain
You may not see it when you look at me
there is more than meets the eye
Behind these lies
It is the real me

When the water flows in
The breaking down begins
which leads to humiliation
which causes exaggeration
Of your whole life story
Im tired of feeling sorry
With these lies
With this life
I need to take it back, take it back, it is mine

Im tired of living this way
Why cant you see that Im not ok
When the world is crumbling down on me
Nowhere to go
Nowhere to hide
No one to hold
Should I cry?
I gotta be strong
In this life
In these lies
Im takin it back, takin it back, it is mine

Im one step ahead
but Im one step behind
I need to get it through my mind
I need to leave you behind
Cause I need to live my life
I cant live in yours
So stop living in mine

I cant let go of my past
cause its the only thing that I have
no future to behold
Just my empty soul

Im one step ahead
but Im one step behind
I need to get it through my mind
I need to leave you behind
Cause I need to live my life
I cant live in yours
So stop living in mine

You should know by now
I cant turn this frown upside down
that the truth be told
I cant let the past unfold
How you gonna get on with life
if you spending it in a fight
Trying to make everything right
You should know by now

Im one step ahead
but Im one step behind
I need to get it through my mind
I need to leave you behind
Cause I need to live my life
I cant live in yours
So stop living in mine

Don't let it control you
Don't let it defeat you
Don't let it be you

Remember the rights
but don't forget the wrongs
Remember the real you

Im one step ahead
but Im one step behind
I need to get it through my mind
I need to leave you behind