You claimed my life for 6 years
Im tired of the constant arguments
Crying
You telling me i am nothing
But a number
And best of all
You embarrassing me.

Its time for you to go,
Away not to hurt anyone else
But away for good
And your companion that helps you too
The two of you together bring not
Only my life but others down too
So im politely you
Man to mind
Anxiety and depression please
Leave me alone

As I'm walking home
I feel a strange presence
One that may be non-existent

I cant see it
But it screeches my name
"SHYHEIM"

No ones there
"SHYHEIM"
I start to sprint

Throw all the thoughts that pops up
In my mind
Im lost

Lost within myself
Scared of nothing
But this one shadow

That has been torturing
Me since
My middle school years

I turn around
To see
That it was only

My fear of
Being left
Again

Dear my love,
Im writing this to you because you expressed how lonely you feel. Ican give you all the ups and downs about that but the one thing i cant fix is the past. Your not lonely because im still here helping you struggle through the pains of scumbag families and long lost friends. Im not going to be either of them.... yes i get mad but its because the thought of you leaving is like a hurricane sweeping away your whole life. Away.... to the depths of nowhere and the heights of life... remember when we first met, how i said i wish you were mine.... that's no longer a wish..... because i noticed having you is like a gift of life. If we were meant to be then you're going to stay. Til the day natural causes claims our lives. I love you

             Yours truly,
                                 Gone

As a kid,
We always use to play
Games
Tag, hide & seek
And red light green light
Years went on
To show that
Childhood memories
Turn in to adulthood ignorance
Tag becomes domestic violence
Hide & seek results in child support
For all the parents who leave their families
Red light green light becomes drunk driving
All resulting in a midlife crisis

Today marks the day of the box
There is a picture of us
That i keep glaring
Wondering how you may be
Time goes on
The picture begins to fade away
No longer you and i
But i see you and another guy
He seems to be happier with you
Than i was when i was
I wish I could say im sorry
But sorry cant take back the pains
Before i entered this box
I told you i love you
As i was lifted dragged and screaming away from you
No longer you and i
But you and the old me
And that me
Is wishing to be seen
Once again

Hey
I came to ask you this:
Is this the end?
End of the whole theory of " us against the world "
I think your giving up
With a possibility of you being pregnant
Id miss my kid if you were
I want to be able to see and care for my kid with his mother
Not letting my kid call another guy daddy
Thats scary
Honestly with all my heart
I
Love
You
More than i can ever
If this is goodbye
How'd we end up like this?