I'm heartbroken
Concrete split open
I can't breath right now
But I'll be alive tomorrow
I woke up with sunshine in the morning
Blinds wide open
I crawled my way through the window
Please hurry
I can't make it to my bed
There's only a few more feet left to go
My legs won't work anymore
But I'll be alive in the morning
I'm still heartbroken
Concrete's still split open
But don't you worry 'bout me

Always been that lonely flower
But a flower always flying
With my roots still in the ground
Every attachment keeping me up
Every petal catching wind
I always thought I'd keep flying
But every root lost
Every petal picked
I couldn't stay afloat
For there was no reason for the wind anymore
And thus I fell

Listen to my silent room
Never more was there another sound
Beyond this window and beyond that door
A world filled with too many sounds
In my room I controlled the sound
And It responded to me and only me

As the sky turned Dark
And only orange from a street light
Filled my silent room  
I found myself on my darkened bed

Watching light move silently
The only sound is my bed
As I move to better watch the orange light
Again listen to my silent room
For now even I don't control the sound

I really need to just write
Figure out what to in life
Feels like I'm just swimming
Waiting for the moon to come out
See how the waves move throughout the night
Rocking back and forth about to topple over
Pushing and pulling water that tries to seep through
Another wave going over trying to be another cover
Still waiting to see the moon
Every breath just another step closer
Every wave trying to cut through
Really just going to be another
Swimming waiting for the moon
Still yet to see the moon

I wonder what it looks like
When I'm staring back at you
Are my eyes as dark as yours
Or my smile as absent
Oh, I wonder
What it is
I am drawn to
When I'm staring back
I can feel my gaze reach a wall
And you decide to look away
I'm in a room of dark
I'm too afraid to walk
Fear of hitting a wall
Staring blankly out
I can see your eyes
But I am too afraid
To look away
And hit another wall