The green of your eyes are like a beautiful meadow waiting for winter's first frost

I can stare into them for hours, hoping to get lost

Wanting to never find my way back as long as they're all I could see, wondering how warm the curves of your smile would feel

Knowing  if I could experience it, how easily my soul could heal

From the exhaustion I'm in whenever I hear your voice

Like a siren's call, pulling me in, I have no choice

But to give in, to my favorite person I have yet to meet

Getting my love is no small feat

The dawn never starts, night never ends

Without you in my life, my heart never mends

The light of your eyes has faded from my memory, forever gone

I whisper your name in the dark, hoping for the calm

I await for you to shine before me once again

Wishing this long night will meet its end

Each night, my anticipation grows, As I lay silently for you to come

To feel your frigid touch and deceitful hum

Your flavorless breathe as it prances on my warm flesh

Lay on my awaiting chest, push yourself into me until we mesh

Feel my heart beat quicken as you begin your torment of teasing

My eyes remain shut as you work your way in, the agony you inflict as you do is quite pleasing

My lips, moisten by the thrill, open slightly for you

The storm gathers inside of me, ready for what next you will do

Pressed together, our lips form a seal

Before this exchange is done, you will reveal

How you’ve captured my curiosity deep in the recesses of my mind

Calling out to the darkest depravity, which I’m sure was not hard to find

Our contorting bodies merging into one

Anguish flows over me waiting for you to be done

Take what I never wished to be cursed with until now

Take it all, never leave them a clue as to how

My soul was eaten this night

As you leave my decaying corpse, you turn around before your shadowed flight

And reminisce our our shared embrace

An unfamiliar feeling overtakes you, as your heart begins to quicken its pace

Was it a mistake to remove me from my prison

What is this doubt that has arisen

Forcing its way to the forefront of your emotions

Pushing and clawing its way out, in a raucous commotion

A tear escapes, never to be seen again

You will be the only one to ever mourn my end

Time comes to an end whenever you look my way

I clutch my heart as it begins to stray

My chest tightens and my breathing stills

You've mesmerized me as my minds fills

With thoughts of how my life can begin and end

Into the madness I descend

Knowing that it was just a look

But for me it was all it took

I sit and wait for this vessel to  fill

To be molded and shaped with tender skill

To feel something other than the reminding pain

Of what was, what could have been, how it should be

No cares enough, as the walk on by and watch as I slowly drift into the emptiness to help me

It twists and turns and spouts a searing hot volcanic dark mass of unquenchable hate

Can someone stop in their journey of selfishness and fear, to be open to vulnerability to fill what is now opaque

No light enters, none escapes, the black hole grows larger still, destroy all that exists

Consuming all that I wish I could be, the person I was, the me that no one will miss

Surrounded by so many, yet always alone

This empty vessel has no home

Can someone spare some light and fill this vessel of mine

I want to know how it feels just once, to know how it feels to shine