Okay so I checked in my bags
Dang I can't believe it was 49.7 pound I got so lucky
Now TSA
can I just skip that step in the process?
could I just keep my shoes on because I don't want to get the nasty germs of America on my feet
Ugh I have to take out all electronics
Dang that guy is h....nope never mind
Okay focus you don't want the thing to go beep beep beep
Hi oh wait how old am I
How do I not know this
If I stutter they might think I'm an imposter
"15"
Was that really loud?
Oh that lady's child is looking at me
Must make weird face, wait now the line is moving
Okay so shoes off check
Electronics out check
Phone out of pocket check
Okay so now I go through the little gate thing
Oh shoot is it beeping
What did I leave on myself
"Ma'am I need to check you"
Oh shoot what did I do
I swear I'm innocent
I'm too young to go to prison
mentally cries
"Your good."
So what set it off
Okay so I'm not going to jail yes
Waiting for my bags is like being at the grocery store check out lanes
Ew the ground I can't
Oh my gosh am I sweating
Ugh I hate being nervous
It's okay I made it through TSA alive
But I have to go through it again on the way home

I would love to be Margo

Have a mind that comes up with these crazy ideas, comes up with creative clues and actually do all the things I've written down and planed out

I would love to be Margo  

To actually do something to the people that have ****** me off instead of just sitting in the corner and waiting for things to change

I would love to be Margo

Hide in a secret in an abandon shopping center and think about all the things that have happened and might happen in my life

I would love to be Margo

Fearless and free spirited. Not afraid to do things on my own and not think about what other people are thinking of me

But can't be Margo because my strings are not all broken, yet.

See, when i was in second grade i thought i was going to be the typical cheerleader football player couple
But the truth was, i didn't know anything about football and i was as flexible as a chopstick

As i got older elementary school i thought i was going to be popular and date the hottest guy in my grade
As of now all the "hot guys" think they are cooler than everyone or they are not even that attractive as everyone says they are, looks and personality

It's weird as you get older, you change on what you like in a guy
i thought "hey hot football player, i'm in"
and now its all like " i'll go for the adorkable guy in band"

As you go on you realize you can't control who you like
who you get the butterflies for
it could be someone you never expect
sometimes it happens and you don't know why

and thats how i feel about you
the whole "i feel something and i don't know why"

yes i don't even know you
yes we only had one period together last year and we never talked
yes i purposely wore those shirts so maybe you would spark up a conversation with me but you probably thought i was some weird girl who wore the same shirts every week
yes i go and talk to my friends that are talking to you because i just want to hear vibrant words come out of your mouth
yes i might laugh really hard at your jokes because 1) i laugh at almost anything 2) they are really funny and 3)you're saying them
yes i draw attention to my self so that i know I'm visible in your eyes but i know i will never be because i feel like you are way too cool for me

as of right now i will try to talk to you
i will try to become one of your best friends
i will try to be as intelligent, funny, kind and sweet as you
but i know i will never be on the same level of perfection as you are on

you may never know this but i have read too many fictional love stories in my life time that it has affected the way i think love and relationships should be