Stress is eating at me every minute and second of the day, how do I cope with the horrible effects and make it go away?

I feel so tired and run down and I don't sleep, I lie in bed at night and wonder why it runs so deep.

Everyone asks why do you look so sad, do I tell them that my stress is eating me up and that I feel really bad?

Does everyone notice how I walk around in a daze, and that I have deep black bags under my eyes nowadays.

I wake up every morning feeling so hopeless, like nothing ever goes right and wondering why my life has to be such a mess.

Stress is my one worst enemy, it's taken over my mind and my  life right now

It's all 

so much So much to do

so many expectations so many priorities

So many people 

demanding

demanding 

demanding everything from  me 

work my parents my family friends everything is too much

so much what if I slipped under the rising water and hid in the 

depths of oblivion ignorance and nothingness

Exhaustion takes hold as a suffocating headache.

My eyes burn from staring at screens.

The laundry is piling up and I stand at the edge of its oblivion.

There is so much I still need to complete.

Boxes of our belongings litter the hallways.

They stack against the walls everywhere I turn.

I feel as if it could all cave in.

I am lost under the rolling list of to-dos.

 

The pitter pater of little feet echo around me.

A tumbling laughter comes from the room nearby.

Down the staircase it flows like a waterfall

Directly into my soul to fill the aching gaps.

 

I wonder if I could use a break for an hour,

What is it all for

Love is not wanting to go anywhere without her.
Love is not caring what other people think about
the two of you. Love is when you feel depressed
and sickly when you’re not with her. You feel like
your life has no meaning or purpose without her.
And that if she wasn’t holding your hand you
would float away to heaven from where she
came. Love is caring for her physically and
emotionally. It’s telling her everyday, anytime,
anywhere, anyhow, for no just reason that you
love her. Love is telling her u want to spend the
rest of your life with her. Love is wanting to
marry her even tho ya’ll haven’t been dating that
long. That you would do anything and everything
for her. It’s the feeling that you would give up
everything just to see her smile or look into her
beautiful eyes or hear her soft, soothing voice.
Love is pure happiness. Love is the feeling you
get when all you have to do is think of her and it
brings a smile to your face and a yourning to
your heart. Love is not being able to think about
nething but her. Love is having the sweetest
dreams about her and waking up with a smile on
ur face. Love is an overwelming feeling of pure
bliss when the 2 of u kiss. Love is wanting to hold
her in ur arms till the end of time. Love is
wishing ur time with her never ends, that your
lips would be locked together forever, that she’d
be in ur arms till the end of time, that u could
cuddle with her for all of eternity. Love is being
helplessy and deeply in love with her and
knowing your love for her and your feelings for
her will never change/end. Love is the world, the
world is love, and she is the world to me…
Love is her saying all ur dream can come to pass.

When the rain is falling
and the night is heavy
and the blankets arent enough to keep you warm
ill pull you closer
and hug you tighter and
whisper words to remind you
I am forever yours

when youre sick with fever
or sick with sadness
or disappointment flourishes your veins
i will treat you
be so sweet to you
and kiss away your pain

when your hunger
and lust for life
washes down the drain
i’ll run a bath and fill it up
and soak with you
in all that you have lost
and fill you up again

when your eyes are drifting
sailing and shifting
and youre thinking somewhere else
I’ll find a plane
and by the tickets
and we’ll fly out with no return

when you think im fading
and your pencil has erased me
and your trying to ‘do this well’
Ill pull you in and kiss your cheek
and remind you darling
I am yours to keep

I am yours. You are mine.

In your eyes,
I have found my home.
In your heart,
I have found my love.
In your soul,
I have found my mate.
With you,
I am whole. Full. Alive.
You make me laugh, You let me cry.
You are my breath,
My every heartbeat.
I am yours
You are mine,
Of this we are certain.
You are lodged in my heart,
The small key is lost.
You must stay *forever.

You are my inspiration,
And my soul's fire.
You are the magic of my days,
You help me laugh, you teach me love.
Each day I rediscover you,
You are my greatest gift.
I am yours
You are mine,
Of this we are certain.
You are lodged in my heart,
The small key is lost.
You must stay with me *forever

Why is it that you can’t see

Your own beauty?

I wish I had a million words to

Describe you.

What is it that makes you

Quietly doubt my love?

I wish I had a million words to describe it.

But I don’t.

I have so few words.

And they all pale in comparison to you.

How do you describe love that came

So quickly, and so deeply?

What part of the love do you attempt to describe?

The only thing I can think of

Is the way you move against me

While you sleep. And there

Are no words for that.

That utter joy and peace

That comes with the relaxed face of the one

You love with all your heart

And trust with all your soul.

I don’t know everything

Your exsaid to you in the

Past few years

But I know it is that

You believe to be true.

And I hate to break it to you, darling.

But he was wrong.

Everyone who ever said

Something negative

About you was wrong.

So wrong.

Why do I get some

Sick pleasure from the marks

On your skin

That I put there.

They make you mine.

You say that I’m

Not a burden.

Neither are you.

You say that I’m perfect.

So are you.

You say that I’m beautiful.

As are you.

Please believe me, love.

I would do anything

To protect your heart

Because I keep it here

With mine.

While we may be apart

We will never be apart

By the heart and

The soul.

Because, sweetheart,

You’re mine.