Everything we do is controlled by hate. To give one example i hate it that I love her. I hate that I get tongue tied when  see her. I hate her heart stopping smile. I hate her warm angel soft hands. I hate her beautiful sparkling blu eyes. But worst of all...I hate myself for hating her imperfect image and personalty.

I was too stupid to remember.
To remember the good times I had with her.
Too stupid to try to be with her.
Too stupid to want her.
But there were good times. There were times I tried to be with her.
I do want her.
I do love her