She caught me with a smile and a talk
Lured me to her cave without much lost
Disrupted my energy or made me see
That I’m the only one hurting me
It was then that I changed I couldn’t fit my old shell
I was destined and brave, but then I turned pale
The rush of responsibilities, ego and pride
I corner myself, sat there and cried
here I am now can’t string together fifty cent
A victim turned into an active participant

They just want to use me
For my beautiful soul and warm personality
As always, I fall short of what I want and what others want of me
But they don’t just abandon me, they try to keep me around and squeeze every last drop of entertainment
But I’ve got a toxic concoction that solves my problem
Tether all ties, hello again stranger
Make myself unapproachable that’ll teach em
This is just a fool who isn’t as attractive outside as he is in

Everywhere I go
I am not good enough
I am not good enough for you
I am not good enough for her
I am not good enough for them
I am not good enough for myself
I am not           enough
I am not good

To be honest
The hair on my head is a distraction
Just so when they tower over me
They have a nice view
And I can finally be a sight to see

This is my sun, it burns me so
My sweat irks me more
The people criss-cross and go
Will any wait for me?

I am in foliage in hiding
A snake hides in the bushes
A rat in the walls
Both afraid of the one above

A faceless person is briefly a good friend
A walk of bureaucracy is a march of the future
Still moving too fast for me to keep up