Im justJoôn - L.A.F.F.

a...
Yellow converse misfit
Looking better in the cold cause my skin is to thick.
And uhhhmmm
Bow and arrow never made a miss,
Hit your target in my heart  cause I cherished every kiss
Yeaaa


Hook:
Wonder..
Wonder if it's all  said in stone,
Wonder....
Wonder if its all dead and gone

Dead and gone ...

Mmm pick up the phone

Let it be known

Verse 2:
At prauper,
Rollin on bean they **** took my babe to runaway that's legit, Up in Tulsa frappe mocha tinted liquor be tippin.
Grindr singing off siri jiggy I ain't listAbercrombie   floating nicely.
Your secrets wanna bite me
Your momma never liked me
Your sister said they kid  from dirtybay don't take him lightly.
Like why you blushing every single time up in his car ?
iMessage blowing up jiggyjoon  meet me at park !

Woahhh
Mmmmmmm
On my spaceship right back to Mars
Woahhh
Vrooomm
Up in your eyes I see the stars ✨
....

Welcome to my planet !
never leave you stranded
raining on the Camry















momma kinda wishing
Welcome to my space ship
okie just a Camry
Thought it was some candy In love with ******* fiend ....!

Yu say you love me like ******* fiend.

I drop two more just like A ******* fiennnnmnndd

Okie I love you

Tell me are you gon judge?
I'm on the bread and the cheese

Honey buzzing back to me
butterfly in my jeans
Woah
Dissolving right in my drink .
I'm at Sonic with theseeee
But tell me are you gon judge !?
If I pick on me ?
Pill popper for weeks

He keep calling me up !
You wanted all of his love  ?!
I know  forgiveness ain't free .
Slurrin words like my feet
Was worth all the drugs ?
Common ground is a blinking for me ..
He think I'm thinking to much

They say what they gone say,
Oh bae just know your place.
I'm fine I been okay
Something's you cannot change.
Knees down I'm always pray..
And that's just what isssss
I'm on hunnid kidsss
Like every time I'm in
Look at the times we're in
I love the way you love
Just love me
Just love me
Jusssstt

Do you ever think about me when I'm not around .

Du U eva 🧠 bout me wen I'm not around ?


....
Do you ever think about me when I'm not



Around ..

I take a bow .
It don't make sense, Blame the cash cow
Dance on the fence,  you forgot to smile....

ha,
i forgot to smile ...


Deeper then the trench, if you actin wild
Deeper then these drugs with a black and mild
If we talking love then I  ran a mileeeemmmmm

I thought you was the one but you just a (mm,)

Okie I took two pop another (mm)

Me myself and I with a little
(Mmmmmmm)

Say please !
Because I like how you scream
It's like music to me
When you call out my name
Oh my name ...
I'm your chains
I'm your veins
No more games
Break free ...
But it Just don't feel the same
Oh my name ...
Say you want to know my fame
Say you want to drive me insane


...say please

Are you happy
I'm satisfied
Ain't no arms
On my watch
I been gone
Like twelve o'clock
I'm not happy
But satisfied
Say i miss you but thinking bout you
I'm waisting time
Like twelve o noon
Go inside
Don't get fried man....
Let me go inside

Are you happy ?
Are you happy with them?
Are you happy to see me ?
Even though you be ducking like the old game on Nintendo...
Are you happy with that guy you lose ?
Are you happy with the girl you lost ?
If you was then wouldn't you be right next to me if you was ....
I know I would

This toast for the woman that were waiting for the fall and
This one for the ones that never gave up what you lose and
Hope he crack the ceiling Like someone forgot there keys
I'm the one thats crying out like the chidlren overseas fighting tears with only means and the father thats been displeased ...finally got the chancw to grieve like God!
Forgive us for leaving you .... Father please
Take my hand take my spirit from a place where my heart is so ever deceased

Touch my heart kiss my nose I still think of that they know.
Your in love with bad guys guess im him I suppose.
Read my steps not surprise ...
You think I look like my woes
But what about you are you gold ?
I hold  the devil so close

Cigarette ash hits the pavement,
Lifeless and caved in
Bullet wounds soaked the kitchen like the angels.
Yet I found his keys
And his closet full of dior and belt buckles of Triple B's
As I wrapped myself in polyester ....
The smell of shells and ***** fluid in the streams
I took a shower in golden marble decrees

Booyah
Aventador Lamborghini..
Booyah
******* in the middle fees
Ooyah..
Sirens getting closer
Ooyah...
The garage has trap door that leads to his beautiful park where I found my wings

I gotta halo inside of my pocket that light up a mansion,
I gotta hundred more looking like rambo popping up random.
In love with Beretta
.380 a set-up she think I'm cancer
I'm not dancer
Snap on the light like I'm Jackson

Booyah
Her words are smooth
Booyah
His chains are cool
Oooyaa
I played the fool
Booyah
He played the flute

Now that I got you I will not play with you .
Why would I be like him when he's hiding a thing or two.
Surprise by the  dozen because I bought a gang of blue
Roses red but thoughtful enough to sea you through
Just know I'm SELFISH
I WANT YOU ALL TO MYSELF I SWEAR
YOU DONT NOBODY I SWEAR
I WANT YOU ALL TO MYSELF I SWEAR

yea...
All to myself I swe...
Nobody I swear...
I want you all myself because I'm selfish
Yea
Yea...

Pills turn my heart
I play Dumb when my part
Sing out loud when it drums
******* love on your tongue
Taste and see what you won
Walk around like my gun
Walk around like the pump
Fuel me when you come
Come right in oh my love
Break my heart now you won
Walk around with my gun

I use to be controlling cause I didn't wanna fail.
I'm sensitive but only to things you say at the beginning
I'm not prideful  I just don't care for quantity
The less the more all introverts will sponsor me
I play every sport to keep my hands *****
The cleanness I been was my first boyfriend, in his phone every night ....you can say I was cloud surfing
I did love you with all my heart.
I fix things in the back my mind even when it already fell apart.
Not a lot of time so I'm spontaneous
If you asked do I smoke no
...I'm narccadian .

I had everyone I ever wanted
My dream guy left me in week and came back in my life and left again.
The right guy had friends and mom that never let me in.
The hottest guy I had turned this skeleton to a buff man....
24 crying about a guy I walked the world for....
Never again
I can't remember when I chose myself
Highly sensitive but who cares for wealth ?
This time we get established first then if they wanna leave
I can do bad all by my self

To end high on a high note,
I'm pinching myself.
This is not usual to let go your breath.
Today is to common
To hope is well
Tomorrow will melt
Tomorrow will melt
.............................................
He's eating himself
Those questions won't help
Open the tales
And read them yourself.
???????????????????????
Your eating yourself.
Tomorrow will melt
Don't care bout who else























Tomorrow will melt

I can't and help but close that ....
If these are the last days ...
My brother I didn't set you right
My sister I left you in the fight
I created a reverse world and now I don't know what is left nor right
I sit on the top of my mountain like a eagle that flys and yet....
All I can think of is the light that's bright.
Israel suffering
My homeland is calling me back tonight
I close my eyes and I enter the fight.
Don't leave nothing you were born with !
Everything else ....it will be alright
My lover if you hear me ...
This one for the books because I hope to the Lord
You brought your lamp tonight .

And the fear I fail you in the end.
Isn't it something that I can be scared of the simple letters.
But is it sin to be infected but human nature ?

I sit in a room where there are no chairs
I stand under the light that dances in the snares
That great aroma you smell has become my heart the only thing that holding me here.
I have a ****** and I never in my life have felt so bare.
Like the sun can turn on me in right now!
And the pills that made me puke
Has had a affair
If I was famous this peom would sneak in the ears of those that truely never cared

And before they blink ....
The saints were out of there

Under the rainbow
My love just fell asleep
I kiss it before it dreams

I take the crown of *****
You are now the king of queens
The king of the queeeeeennnns


As I look below
I'm just another soul
Who fell like snow.

If you could let me go...
Where would I roam ?
Ill run til gold... !

What they thought was drones
It fell like snow
My wife OH NOOOO!

Minimize
Tell me is small yet?
You care about that ...
That thing your thinking of
What if it's payback
Well.... Then ... Just say that.
Why can't you say what you were thinking
Instead of reading your thoights ...


Oh I'm in your head again ...ok

Nobody home
I've been away
Carry on
A new clean slate
What if I'm wroooooong
Are you okay ?
I know I'm wronnnng
To make you wait.

The nights are loooooong
From outer space
At least your home
The great escape
The grate escape
Spacebar escape
My grey escape

Tired of being in my head
Can I just say I want taste your skin !
Salty in all it's glory ?
I like how you say eww like we all don't have obsessions
Like we all don't have demons
Like we all don't have that one angel
Like you hate how my eyes follow you
Like there won't be another time to see you
Tired of being in your head
Can you just ask me to eat your *** like ....
Like that's disgusting you should see when I'm a gentleman
Like that's awful I wonder how you think places are made in the dirt
Like I wouldn't put you in first place like millionaire making love to suckiest celebrity

My foreign exotic Romania dispatch,
Daytona the   horses inside of my gym bag
Like how my heart will abide under sixpack
My......
Fantasies forgot how speak.
Kissing the rim never made me so weak
After day dreaming you ran off my feet
You told me your age
As you smiled with a wink
Lifted your shirt as I swim to discreet
Wait ...
How old did he say he was....

Praise the Lord oh my soul and all that is within me,
For I've seen the offspring of my sister's
And there sons and what they are meant to be
Mother's warm kiss softer then angle wings
Dads soda cans tougher then the skin of what he used.



I am son of a song .
Oh Lord I hope I sing fine tune with you given me

Daughter,
Don't believe that you are the the most prettiest of the leaves.
Remind your self if they taught men how to take care of baby then a woman would be nothing but self esteem.
YOU ARE THE LIKENESS THE BORE A GOD IN A GENE
Never eat pride for the son you have is already equipped for dreams
All you are and is all who all is to be.
Lie is lie
Truth is truth
And you will be who you are meant to be.

My son,
I don't know you yet but take care of your seed
Never drop it another man's tea.
Even though some wants coffee in the morning
And others wanna hide what they bleed
There is one that's more crafty, craftier than a woman picking from a tree.
Yet, trust your gut ....
Your spirit will tell you for he is the father of our whole existence.

My soul.
Is earth
My spirit is space
And my flesh is you
If I had one day to be part of your world... What would you show me ?

Every bone in my body says it's you
But the flesh is so weak like Campbell's soup
Yet its better then drinking oil from car battery
.....you know some drink coke but I wish to dive memories to.

When will you wake me up from the dream I choose?
When I wake up from this I hope it's pure like water that comes from ......you

I tried make time and sense of it,
But I'm cool because this isn't love ...
We
All
Have obsessions...

I chase the power lines til' they stop at home!
And I wish  your pretty *** was a peeping tom!
..like knocking on my window like I came alone
Wonder if I kiss you would you kiss me brooooooooooooooo

Don't throw no stones
I'll build a place
Oh , I've been home
My outer space
The stars they ruuuunnnn, Like they don't think.
Oh am I wronnnng , Too make you wait ?

My gun on safety. ( run)
Your love can't tame me. (Gone)
Oh I'm not landing...
No, I'm not coming...
The least you know,
At least you do not trust me!
Cause If I fold,
At least I told you something !


(Fast pace)
...thought that you love me but notice I'm frontin cause I do not trust you.
Finding it ugly to think that I'm screaming "no one is above you".
I lost my brother , my mother and father and somebody said that his issue .
I put on  Zara and xannies and kisses like make-up okay that's my issues.
Somebody said that they miss you
All of these motions they bleed thru
Okay Ill tell you I miss you
Okay Ill tell you I miss you
Okay Ill tell you I miss you okay okay okay

If I told him I still love you
Aldine was nothing but trouble
But what is worse when you under the highway ?
Your family quickly exile you because your love ran a mile or two.
your lover still wanna cut you from mistakes you did to beguile you
Your ex in love with excuses on why he don't wanna stay
Is this the love I get when you wanna be gay ?

And grndr full of bones
And sniffies full of the decay
I never was fondler of woman so why would I be for one day?

You ask me for dollar I'm asking the world for change
And now I understand the meanimg of wait
Cause if they really love you then theyll be there with flowers on appointed day.
Forgive me for being man of potential weight.
Pick my self back up and remind the LOVERS THERE WILL BE DAY

loved you from the very start.
Since your amind reader ....
Can't you tell I know where you are and who you aren't ?
You constantly are in my dreams
It's like the Guilt is wrapped up in those perfect little arms and I'm fien.
Do I go all crazy like that want me to be ?
Should I show you the same ?
Well what if I was the drug to take the pain away...?
And you dropped every emotion you had on that day ...
Would you run back to me and ask for more or would you just sit there as I sunk in the floor

Pendulum swinging you say shooting star.
Did you sign up your son to be something that he is not?
Keep on dragging his feet I just watch the window from far
If I told you the truth
Would you accept our love so far?
Playing tag with me is like playing tag with your heart ...
Isn't it obvious that I loved you from the start ?
Go ahead and get your boyfriend I'll see you by my window tonight .

And my mom said that I jump the gun
Now there is a hole in the universe...

Lil babe be pulling a Uber my super soaker wanna get it right now.
But everytime i touch city you acting greedy like come give me thousand.
Like Jiggy you wouldn't be litty if i didn't make ***** wanna be Bowser!

I just wanna watch chowder
Why acting so childish?

Cause you never been up  C.v. when all ******
Wanna change up the router.
You love me then tell me it's nothing I m acting funny càuse im holding my power.
You think that I talk to my ex, for good *** man that ***** a coward?

One in the fire
But I can hardly speak
It's like you hate desire
And I know they won't get it but sometimes I hate to feel the pain of me begging for me

He's crafty
He's cunning
In a datable app here lies the young man that wondering ....
Texted me on how things got bigger
Mom not home so he wanted me to make things much wider
The heart that I had
To call you twisted the fall so I can hit my head with wonder ....
Yet the integrity will protect what innocents they try to take
Confusing jester
Yet our heads are ******* on straight
I finally understood your plot
This guilt never seen too much rot

I don't know  if it's ....
Idk if its good that you find me
Lose control but I'm better off counting
Lose to home in this square circles would doubt me
I don't know if I'm correcting the analogy.

So what is you saying ya
Like who are you playing with ya ?
Like bAbe I'm just man yaaaaaaaaaa

Who do you think that I'm bout to do
The end has never been plentiful
But babe humble we gotta move
Humble beginnings is better though
Pride is the answer you hate to lose yaaaaaaa

That I do I don't want to
That I must is coming up
There I go you will be with
They that shows love they will stay
Who you say ..?
I don't know
Who are you
Well... Just don't cave
Yet even the mountains 🏔️ know
The tongue is the place to be

1+1=2×me÷you=eyemissyou
Yet if Steve has 3 kids which 1 was thinking of you?

A. The boy who loved unconditionally...

B. The man who remembers everything

C. The kid who ponders the thoughts never aimlessly

D. The imperfect male that humbles himself when he is wrong

You were ******* in her world
Til I cut you loose like He asked me to
She was strong but couldn't convince me
You were young and you fell in love with the villain to
Yet life is funny when they laugh at me
In the back I hear HiM truly breathing to
Was it for me to be beaten down
Was it for me to yell at you
I know you were mad at me because it wasn't perfect
But the mission was to show you that she bleed to.....

If this message ever reach your eyes hope you read it out loud for the particles
YOU ARE FREE & EVEN IF IM AWAY I STILL PRAY FOR STRENGTH THAT YOU MAY SEE YOU ARE FREE....AND I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU