My conscience maybe to far
I tried the shots at the bar
But something just feeling off
Have you ever just looked up?

I want him but they  want me to say ******
Lord forgive me I trade in my fire.
Only Glory Jesus Messiah
Holy holy to the One that consume me like fire
No they wont like me if I break all idols.
I'm a lover so I really don't fight them.
You want diamonds or the one that made all of'em?

In a party He just wanna roll,
Switch the punch with Chambord for the Goat.
Capricorn wanna **** on a cancer.
Like what ...? Let's keep it buck
Yannis is good but Wemby is ruff
If I had to choose then I'ma choosing my love

It isn't likely that umm .. end with Pisces cause ummm
It isn't like me to prom
I rather farms with pharmaceutical backgrounds with lunch
Come take my passion and some
I'll take the baggage and fun
Like grocery shopping with tongues
I need your kisses with a fruit punch and space to the stars like hmm ..
That just sounds perfect to me
That just sounds average with me
If that  sounds backwards let's hmmm ..

Have you ever thought of your future?
Being a Dad or becoming lex Luther ?
The anti hero waring again in your modula...
Like looking at your Dad and God is like let's just thank one for the tutor and the other for the times that he could came sooner.
If you are not scared of  dying then you never lived,
Sometimes I believe I have screws that need tightening in my head ....
ADHD KID STRAIGHT TO ADDICT AND SOBER LIVING WITH SOME GEMS...
Like a game name Sims

Forgiven the pass these tears hugging laughs
Sipping I was tripping I was falling under grad
Use to be the clown I threw the nose in the trash
Redemption for average
Simply drinking taxes
Thinking what went wrong but it was the villian in the glass
So watch how you  treat the ones with the problem under fashion
Seeking all the truth will leave a sinner living lavish
Thank God for the bad
Thank the Lord for the trash
I thank you Jesus for dirt
Only seeds will hear the verses

Love letters and love language is not truely separate for me
I rather you take notice of longevity
But even I can't see sometimes the path I'm ought to be
So honey isn't sugar
And being lovely isn't trying to be correct
Basically what I'm saying is
Gentle,loyal and flowers that's not for the accusation.
Dame .... That's hot .....you got me

I comr from a era where it wasn't popular to be a black head banger.
My sister skinny jeans with my friends v-neck sweater
I can't believe 30 came!
Now I am saying to the 24 year old inside of me
Well at least you were brave ...
Because truth be told
Knowledge says not a same thing change
But wisdom speaks clear like





" This has to be THE LORD most high

Idk if in sinking or just slowly caving in  but if I was your friend would you let me please hold our memories like Kylie hold cosmetics?
Like kim found genetics
Like Khloe with her tears
Like  Christian looking in the eyes of his fears... Like what if I get married one day with beautiful Korean woman that only wanted  to hear
I love you and I'll be yours if you be mine for all my wonderful years

I can see the first amendment going in flames.
Bottle of emotions struck a rock....earthly things
Soon they'll call me alien because i drop rings
Empty broken promises I left him for change
Even the lint inside my pocket said "there's no need to faint".
My past looking in the eyes of a perfect hurricane.
Nights like this I wanna braceface give me face ....
I'm talking about kisses and inappropriate things .
Odd I rather fall asleep
Odd I rather let her sing
If I turn back then Lot's wife truly died in vain....

This is  not hard but challenging
It's like making peace with yourself is fighting your flesh
It's like the people at 24 look good but the real work is in the kitchen.
Okay you say put down the donuts and I say put down the cell phone
Just find out it was non of those but the people that never believed that you could do it

FEELSLIKEDREAMFEELSLIKEMAGIC
OH
    OH
TEMMMUUUUU
SHOPPP LIKE MILLIONAIREEEEE

this song is rent free stuck up in there ........ -_-

LOL

I found this back pack in a drain pipe.
Pink back with all pretty things alike
Im annoying to masculine type
Because I don't say "Pause" at the end of benevolent Like.
LIKE!  
This generation is truly cooked,
When does a female get to ****
Or a male get to pick up flowers WITHOUT fixing your bike?
You know ...
Well you don't yet my eyes sit at the door of. My own RV HOME and whoever knows I bought you new socks because in 2025
Those pink shoes with beige on it are going to be MINE!

I believe I met my peak
Shoulders carved in mercy even though my knees are weak
Yet you are made strong my First Love.
I can tell you call me up here
I can hear your voice through the fog
When los angels is on fire...
My heart venting to the precious heart that's up above
I thank you for brother
I thank you for creating the other ones ...
Yet if you asked your son what did he want .
It would be you ....
Just.....
You in a Garden where we once was

Never was on varsity yet I will have plaque with my name on it.
Never was the good guy yet they say my voice can calm a shooters hand
Never thought I would go to sleep with my dream guy yet I woke up with peace when he left.

Life is such a paradox but if you just breath in and then out you would understand the Lord is Simple like fear is to crying baby being born

Dude can I act like you were my best friend and we are on the coach ? Ok and scene....

He had massive brown uncircumcised ***** and the back of throat. Oh the things that flowed like milk in a salty coat wait wait no ... Like lol just hear me out.

I loved him and now I see I lust him ... How I wanted to make him a husband how I wanted to be his dwelling. Like these double chocolate chip **** was so ready for that horchata you get me like ....but back to the poem

" Lust is like a moth that's dead with beautiful wings"

Every money is not good money like every broom is not Bewitched. Yet I stand in agreement to clean the bottom of my feet and create a white Pickett fence. Even my periods behind my sentences has to end with a "Darling I love you evening kiss"...
Why ... You ask... Because certain men don't like saying goodbye and other woman like to freeload love like they were the ones that gave all of themselves with no risk. And l saw it on written on his walls.

" Mene
Mene
Tekel
Parson. "

I sit like fly in the window.
Like drop of rain on your petal
I'm just passing the essence of my big scandal.
If I had someone to lay on my sofa with underwear on and just loyal to me like bagels with seeds...
Then yes I wouldn't mind if you took the keys.
As you sit like a fly in my Venus trap
...uh ...uh ...mmmm
Oki all this to say you look Good today even with the ranch dripping down your chin out your mcds wrap ! 😂

Whatever happen to invincibility
Milk man the paper boy
Cece AND BEBE
Uhhmm..

When you lost out thereeee and your all alone....( * Starts to mumble)

Every where you look
Every where you......

Crap I just notice I never knew the words to this song

Live life like little legs
Correct me cause I can't
If I isolate the illusion
We would windel like ...
Little legs that lived life today.

I can't believe how billionaires are made!
You would of thought working was a case
But as you open up your wallet you see the bloodlines are obtained.
-here is secret
It's only paper until the sweat runs down your brow and the rent has to be paid yet He's only Jesus when you are poor and can't give up that thing you been wrestling with and come to find out
Your more richer then a Boy who sleeps with a boy on the weekend just keep his real estate!
She's only your wife because of the price of fame
I believe it's a illusion because just look how a homeless man comes back to the sammmmeeeeeeeee CORNER AND YOU SAW HIM AND NOT ONCE THINK ...


He's more peaceful then me as I play this current money game they call J.O.B.

I'm not a freak
Well my third leg is the office with tea.
Come and choke on this 30inch TV
And I know you wanna kiss all my ways
Like...

**** it I'll hold it like a coaster.
This ain't they way to come closer
Calling in vein the bloodline depends on me bending ovaaa (over).
I just wanted you safe even if its eternal atake ...it's gotta be slowed cuuusss (because).
Trust it you then let go like a roller coaster.
Climbing on top of my brain you got expensive taste.
I just wanted you be who you are even when it's hard to fake.
I -

Should I have filter when I truly just wanna like ....
                        LOVE YOU
Would you love me when you truly just wanna like.....
                         ***** me.

Are you free on weekend ?
Could we get donuts in the morning with pajamas sometimes ?
Is there another time that we could like fall for each other ?
COULD I RIDE YOUR BIKE ?
Kiss your cheek
See you shower
Be weird with you
Smoke you know search your mind
Taste
Feel
Hear
Hear you say my name in the morning to wake me up for work ?


Dame ..

All these questions and you are the answer to all

And there is the warmth that's felt from within...
Brown skin,
braces..
no ****
And yet the chest the you could lay on.
I'm intrigued 🤔
Should've got the number
Could've of held those pearly nail fingers alittle longer
Like time was slowing down
I watched you shoot the ball and miss lol
Dame I'm staring
Dame I'm intrigued
Dame I wish you asked for more then just to play with me
Cause I would play with you
I mean I would lay up with you
I MEAN I WOULD SHOOT MY SHOT RIGHT DOWN THAT PINK AND GREEN METAL ROD ....if you wanted me to

Wipe your eyes baby
This right  here is true
It's been so lonely lonely lonely until you.
Nevermind baby
Let's just keep it cool
You are the only only only one I do.


I love you  careless
wind hit anatomy
You brought carriage
Kiss me till I'm yours  I mean
You see !
Just how
I'm talking
You see
Just how
I'm walking
You got me running like fossit
Oh I'm open

I can tell
Wait I can't tell when you are suppose to cry over a break up but it's been a year and let me just say.....




The aimless walking around
The non talks on the phone
The messages I wish I had from you
Can I just say .....


















It hurts a little ( alot)

Well if it's a kiss you want  how about you get closer
And if it's hand you were wondering for ...
I wonder if you waved my way I would surf the mood
To rade
To blue
Two up
Well ... Are you down ?
Down.. to come thru and just sit in your car until you come in and we start cuddling..?

6 foot and his skin is frappe
2 more creamers i guess
Bottom line he's lightskin
Nice eyes and the voice to match
But is he loyal
Is he even into you ?
Well ...
If he was id be into him ...
Cute *** basketball couple and .....
*** U CAUGHT ME THINKING

You know when I think about it
I was horrible yet I grew
It was terrible yet you too
It's okay
Your father left and if I say that you think I'm trying to make things perplex
Like a rubic cube with no hands or like a rim with no net like who would I be if you didn't give me your last?
Last yells last tears last time that I have crossed out every thing I thought it would possibly be and ....
I don't even know who ....well what...
*Commercial about Amazon ...

...one more ....
Sorry
....


Mcdsss uhh

..

Point blank range
And if I'm in the way let me get myself in place
At least I got these keys this time make it out okay

Too much thought that comes in like sizzling 🥓 bacon
Can't you smell the fragrance ?
🥺
Dna strands getting entangled like the Disney princess
👑
...I wish I was princess right now
👁️👄👁️

You know what maybe I'm delusional
Like why do I even bother?
It's like why do I got these feelings when your not bothered
3 am laying thinking about the father....
I meant the farther things
Like my ex pulling up just to give me kiss
Or the guy who played with me just wave his little wrist
Are men the problem ?
Have I met the one who can solve it
....yet
Is it me
Am I the one that needs to love himself?
On **** search romance
And ...and...and this stupid bromance
Like hug me someone !
Or maybe that's my problem
I need a hug from my own self

Pre roll and it's covered cheese!
Broken promise I took me piece
Would you give all your loving to me
Would you give all your loving to ....

Do you judge I got things my pocket,
Held me down like new purple locket

Joôn - For what it's worth.

How does it feel ..
..Feel to be human ...?

You know the deal..
Sometimes you'll lose themmm! (Sometimes you'll lose them )
Sometimes you'll lose  !
Well the flowers will bloom
- And you are all my fantasy
- this is not like you  WAKE UP!
This-this is not like yoU wake uuuuooooopp
-  paint a different picture, one that's clearer, you decideeeee!,
System overload,
The captain waves his men good byeee

You said you wanna ruin the time
You wanna be with me
And I said time is nothing
And you said it's nothing
We shelter in ourself
Consume me and be quick!

Man this single life fun!
Eaten bread and cheese
Never thinking to sweeeeet
Take a dose maybe three
Suger coded disease
It's not hard to see
I'm caving in me
Ain't this fun

When we don't forgive we become in love with the  old us.
I would of never known you were my..
Novacaine
Like that first time with that someone
And that someone is unforgiveness
Would you still date that?
Or would you watch me walk in crowded place and call me stranger
Whatever dear
Whatever did I do to get the bottom of your barrel?
I was the 24 year old that gave a chance
And being 5 years later I crave to see your face in a one on one type
One on one with big smiles
A little more hair alittle more wishes
A little more years and you might look at me again like
I pulled didn't I ?
S

You know what the best thought I have in my head right now ..?

I wonder if Jesus knows who I am

I wanna go back but what if it never change?
What if we're scrapping for love in the couches ?
What if that attitude is truly a characteristic of yours .
What if you fail deeper in love and just stopped for one minute to listen and calm down
Like what if it could work ?
Ahh... What if what if...
Every felt like beautiful butterfly with no wings ?
Or exotic car with dust on it
What I'm saying is the potential we had to go further then arguments and missed kisses

Dear diary,
Is something wrong with me?
Dad shorts and a baggy shirt
Thick cacausian with basketball skills
And the blue eyes that I could jump in
LIKE!
EVERYTIME
I try my best dude to not look at Dem glutes
Are those ******* that just smiles back Everytime he walks up
LIKE
today was a complete fail
Wish you could pick me up and act like you been wanting to talk to me alone
We can ride on your muscles I MEAN
Likeee your Honda or something.


Now diary wrap all I said in one word what am I?
Wrap that more up and let's smoke cause today I was like ....
👁️👄👁️

I wanna ******* .
Yea ....
I wanna penetrate your skin like a tattoo.
Nostrils by nostrils as the kisses soften the atmosphere.
Abercrombie never looked so good until It peeled back for me.
Summoning something
You right I hate bend my neck around the bush
Don't cut it as we smoke I can the shadow to your captain hook.
Did you get all that Mr. Phuc ?

TO BE OR NOT TO BE
LIKE LNE HEADED SNAKE COMING AFTER ME
EVEN THOUGH THEY CANNOT DREAM
I GUESSS WE WILL NEVER KNOW WHAT THINGS YOU THINK
YET IF IT WAS MY POWER
TO BEEE OR NOT TO BE
I WOULD BE !
I WOULD BEEEE...
holding your hand at Galveston Beach.

I play romantic scenes in my head while I watch a stranger at target.
Like we're cuddling at night and you get a phone call at night and it's your best friend checking up on you while I'm waking up right next to you over talk how I'm clingy.
You in your underwear I'm the morning is just so pretty.
Asking did I wanna take a shower with you as the water runs down your ******* im ...
Crap I'm staring....
But umm yea..
We should make a movie

Been cold but you learn to bring a jacket
Well..who do you wanna be
The guy that don't listen to your enemies ?
Or the one that sits there thinking ...
I don't have no friends.
I've been in the miffle like Humpty Dumpty or a adopted cousin .
Picture perfect would of been assumptions
And I don't think he's even loving his life ...
As I smoke ...I joke to myself

V1:
Don't throw no stones
I'll build a place
Oh , I've been home
My outer space
The stars they roooamm, then drift away
Or am I wronnnng , Too make you wait ?

My gun on safety. ( I don't feel safe)
Your love can't tame me. (I feel the same )
Why would you run? ( Don't test my faith )
Why would you chase me  ? ( stop running in place)
The least you know,
At least you do not trust me!

You said .....too much.
My secrets love you
But I might be cracking under the weight.
Like what if I found white boy that loves me
Like what if
He said .....I'm too much

Make a big mess and look again you cleaned it up...look a third time now you are the mess...
It's time soon forgiveness no matter how hard it is and stop eating your past the only thing you will taste is guilt and regret.
Have you ever seen a plastic bag float ?
Have you ever heard the shoes of a goat ?
See ..
Even if you rhymed
It wouldn't make sense at the end .
So
Breath

And Its safe to say I'll eat you better bae
Treat you better bae
I'm just a better ...late-ly
You been missing
Late-ly
It's been white guys with blue eyes
Late-ly
It's just been me in my room
Can I have the ***** skinny guy that's not from the city ?
But all these questions I'm still questioning if it's time to.....umm
Maybe
You're out there
Maybe
It's time to leave the romance seat
Maybe it's time to work and look up only when you are around
Having these
Fantasies
You know there about you
...lately