When we don't forgive we become in love with the  old us.
I would of never known you were my..
Novacaine
Like that first time with that someone
And that someone is unforgiveness
Would you still date that?
Or would you watch me walk in crowded place and call me stranger
Whatever dear
Whatever did I do to get the bottom of your barrel?
I was the 24 year old that gave a chance
And being 5 years later I crave to see your face in a one on one type
One on one with big smiles
A little more hair alittle more wishes
A little more years and you might look at me again like
I pulled didn't I ?
S

You know what the best thought I have in my head right now ..?

I wonder if Jesus knows who I am

I wanna go back but what if it never change?
What if we're scrapping for love in the couches ?
What if that attitude is truly a characteristic of yours .
What if you fail deeper in love and just stopped for one minute to listen and calm down
Like what if it could work ?
Ahh... What if what if...
Every felt like beautiful butterfly with no wings ?
Or exotic car with dust on it
What I'm saying is the potential we had to go further then arguments and missed kisses

Dear diary,
Is something wrong with me?
Dad shorts and a baggy shirt
Thick cacausian with basketball skills
And the blue eyes that I could jump in
LIKE!
EVERYTIME
I try my best dude to not look at Dem glutes
Are those ******* that just smiles back Everytime he walks up
LIKE
today was a complete fail
Wish you could pick me up and act like you been wanting to talk to me alone
We can ride on your muscles I MEAN
Likeee your Honda or something.


Now diary wrap all I said in one word what am I?
Wrap that more up and let's smoke cause today I was like ....
👁️👄👁️

I wanna ******* .
Yea ....
I wanna penetrate your skin like a tattoo.
Nostrils by nostrils as the kisses soften the atmosphere.
Abercrombie never looked so good until It peeled back for me.
Summoning something
You right I hate bend my neck around the bush
Don't cut it as we smoke I can the shadow to your captain hook.
Did you get all that Mr. Phuc ?

TO BE OR NOT TO BE
LIKE LNE HEADED SNAKE COMING AFTER ME
EVEN THOUGH THEY CANNOT DREAM
I GUESSS WE WILL NEVER KNOW WHAT THINGS YOU THINK
YET IF IT WAS MY POWER
TO BEEE OR NOT TO BE
I WOULD BE !
I WOULD BEEEE...
holding your hand at Galveston Beach.

I play romantic scenes in my head while I watch a stranger at target.
Like we're cuddling at night and you get a phone call at night and it's your best friend checking up on you while I'm waking up right next to you over talk how I'm clingy.
You in your underwear I'm the morning is just so pretty.
Asking did I wanna take a shower with you as the water runs down your ******* im ...
Crap I'm staring....
But umm yea..
We should make a movie