I think you know; how I want you there's so much in/be/tween // us; [that. we. know.] yet i'm sitting here alone how we can run》so 》hot》 justtogo. cold i'm breaking down each ~time ~ you're~ shut^t^ing ^off & i know your reasons }}}live your life in doubt{{{ but ¡these ¡changes¡ in seasons just. bring. me. down. Recall our mmmmmeeeeeellllllllllttttt and mo|me|nt|s RElease your ^guarded^ heart. Be//cause darling, darling If you don't- know- by- now You Can Never Know howmuchthisgirl wants. your. love.
need >>> to let it go justanothernight on _ the _ floor even my dog doesn't wanna hang; anY MorE Spend so much time for/get//ting ifonlyitwere like = breathing & i could be done without- so-- much--- as [a thought] Then; here. I. am. thinkingabouthow I {shouldn't} be thinking @you now & **** it i have to start all over 》》again,...
don't think i. don't. know. i'm not saying anything n€₩ all the me'ta'ph'''ors i've o\ver\us\\ed somanywords still st _ uc _ k in my throat what you left me ^wasn't^ better^ than lick>>ing >>pavement chokingonwhatitmeant the end~less~hol~low {a truth} so deceiving i spend. my. hours. chewing》through 》》it whatijustcan't seem to SwaLLoW
you like to drop, me, a, few, words, from time-to-time justwhenI'monaroll {432 hours with\out a thought of you} as. if. you. knew. & you'll say how you miss me //inside you\ wine & words read _ ing _ a _ loud you crouched^on^the^step^stool while i cooked the food ¡remember¡ how you took me in that tiny room? against-those-cool lemon-tiles----- jeans/in/a/pile my hands in your hair {can't seem to part with those crumby dish towels} iwonderifyoudig how. you. dig. in. un _ der _ my _ skin only. to. go. silent;again & I'M stuck on some °mem°o°ry° of the >girl >i > once >knew too blind to [really] see the PuZZling PieCes of ₩e
I _ try _ hard tohidethe scar you. made. quite. an. impression. couldn't you have JuST p》un》ch》ed all the way ¿through¿ Even a Ga>__<pping Hole would be #better than the gravel that Still. Remembers. being ₩hole
i've gotten a few^ new^ tattoos sinceyou'veknownmyskin one for me// two for you; and >the >gap > in my chest that's. all. yours. & the words & the hues [all the beautiful colors] that I long to hear And; there's my love for the sea/sky/stars an alliteration of all _ of _ the _ things i thought\ that\ i \wanted & i can't find _ any _ piece of the peace. I. once. knew. the time before ev^er^y^thing myworldbeforeyou