I am alive with Christ (Ephesians 2:5). I am far from oppression and fear does not come near me (Romans 8:2).
     I am born of God and the evil one does not touch me (1 John 5:18). I am holy a d without blame before Him in love(Ephesians 1:4, 1 Peter 1:16).
     I am God's child, for I am born again of the incorruptible seed of the word of God, whichvlives and abides forever(1 Peter 1:23).
    I am God's workmanship, created in Christ to do Good works (Ephesians 2:10).
     I am a new creation in Christ (2 Corinthians 5:17).
     I am a believer and the light of the Gospel shines in my mind(2 Corinthians 4:4). I am a doer of the Word and blessed in my actions(James 1:22, 25). I am a joint-heir with Christ(Romans 8:37).
    I am more than a conqueror through Him who loves me(Romans 8:37).
    I am an overcome by the blood of the Lamb and the word of my testimony(Revelation 12:11).
    I am a peacemaker of His divine nature(2 Peter 1:3,4). I am an ambassador for Christ(2 Corinthians 5:20).
     I am part of a chosen generation, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, a purchased person(1 Peter 2:9).
    I am the righteousness of God in Jesus Christ(2 Corinthians 5:12).
   I am his elect, full of memory, kindness, humility, and long suffering(Romans 8:33; Colossions 3:12).
    I am forgiven of all my sins and washed in the Blood (Ephesians 1:7). I am redeemed from the course of sin, sickness, and poverty(Detronomy 28:15-68; Galations 3:13).
    I am called of God to be the voice of His praise (Pslam 66:8; Timothy 1:9).
     I am healed by the stripes of Jesus(Isaiah 53:5; 1 Peter 2:24). I am raised up with Christ and seated in heavenly places (Ephesians 1:6; Colossions 2:12).
     I am greatly loved by God (Romans 1:7; Ephesians 2:4; Colossions 3:12; 1 Thessalonians 1:4).
     I am strengthened with all might according to His glorious power (Colossians 1:11).

I can feel you comin' from a mile away. My pulse starts racing from the words that you say and you don't have a clue. I'm signed, sealed, delivered with a stamp.
     You don't have to try too hard. You already have my heart. You don't have a thing to prove. I'm already into you.
    So...
     Hold me tight, 'cause I'm so good to go. Don't say goodnight. You had me at hello.
      Close you mouth now, don't say a word, 'cause you ain't already heard, plus all of them words get buried when the beats get so loud.
      You don't have to try too hard. You already have my heart. You don't got a thing to prove. I'm already into you.
    So...
     Hold me tight now, 'cause I'm so good to go. Don't say good night. You had me at hello.
    So...
     Hold me tight now, 'cause I'm so good to go. Don't say goodnight, you know you had me at hello.

Every time you walk into the room, got me crazy, you shocked my heart, boom, boom.
Any other girl would stare, bit I look away, 'cause you're making me scared.
Trying not to breathe. 1,2,3. Trying not to freeze. You don't have a clue what you do to me.
You make me shy, shy, shy. You make me run and hide, hide, hide. Feels like I get lost in time whenever you're near me.
You make me shy, shy, shy. I'm fighting butterflies.
You make me lose my mind whenever you're near me.

Boy, you make me shy.

We talk to the deep of the night. Moving by cigarette light, just waiting for something to spark, but you left me in the dark.
Mastakes that you made in the past, cuts through you like they're glass. There's no words that can paint the longing on your face.
I just want to hold you, keep you in my arms.
You wanted me to go higher, take the chance and explode. You thought I was more than the afterlife.
Life's never clear in a haze, but you feel good in a sway. You're calling me up for a ride. I pick you up. We fight.
I say the futures yours, of you choose and mine won't exist without you. Nothing I say hits your heart. You keep me in the dark.
Don't tell me in my sleep. Don't tell me in dreams. Don't tell me what you see.
Show me with a touch. Show me with some love. Show me you'll stay with me.
You wanted to go higher, take the chance, and explode. You thought I was more than the afterlife.
You're at the edge of your desire, left the story untold...

You thought I was more then the afterlife.

I know this was supposed to be fun. I know all our troubles are done, but I don't feel alright. I know we were gonna be alone.
  Together.
I miss my family. Not that you're not enough, but the road's so far, and we couldn't walk it. We're in the middle of nowhere.
I have mixed feelings right now. I know we've been planning this for oh so long. I know we're gonna be alright.
  Together.
I miss my family. I miss my family. Not that you're jot enough, bit the road's so far, and we couldn't walk it. We're in the middle of nowhere.

When did things start to get hard?
When did the tears start flowing rapidly and steadily?
When did the hatred begin?
When did the anger start coming more quickly?
When did the disobeying my mother begin?
When did sneaking out my window to meet a boy at 2 AM begin?
When the self-hate beg begin?
When did my relationships begin to fail?
When did I start hating the world?
When did I start to pretend that there is no such thing as a good th thing?
When did I start to break down?
When did I start to feel like I'm drowning?
When did everyone depend on me for a smile?
When did everyone start to look up to me?
When did I start to love a kid in a 3rd world country?
When did I start to fight a losing war?
When did I start to think that sleep could cure my failing school grades?
When did I start to feel so down all the time?
When did I start to write to keep myself sane?
When did I start putting my trust into God, instead of my friends?
When did it become so much lighter on my shoulders?
When did my true happiness come back?

What happened to the angry kid??