He's funny
Only sometimes I look to say what the did you just say
You can't say that
Can't that's what your mother said
Clocking out he runs to the car
Why you running mate I'm driving
He replies In case you leave me.

It's beating fast
I'm trying to think of words to carm it down
I relax it works slowing down like a train hear it and feeling it too.
I go on and my mind Go's blank I'm trying to focus on the the words on the screen.
I can feel it starting to get up speed racing faster I focus back at the screen thinking what to write but I'm writing this and it's slowing down again feeling relaxed in a dark room but it's cold with my hands out the bed

I've had some
Oh no my hearts racing
I feel a pain
Pain in arm
Pains and needles ins my hand
I've now written pass this point
When I'm thinking  about what to write
I carm and it slows down when I put my mind back on it ,it races like a thunder track.

Suicide cycle
Is selfishness

Don't loose sight someone cares
Loosing sight is giving up
Remember good times
There yours to
Keep.