Thirty Nine

Thirty Nine Feb 18

Or maybe you won't care, and stay mad at me

If I killed myself

Would you still care about ugly face?

Or how much I ate?

Maybe you'd ask for forgiveness at my grave

Either that or you'll scream at my decaying body

Like you do to me now

Thirty Nine Feb 18

Thoughts when im left alone

How can a world full of humans have so little humanity?

Thirty Nine Feb 15

Weight, weight and hating it

My gagging reflex doesn't work
And as my tears fill the toilet bowl
I try to make myself nauseous
So that I can fill the toilet with something other than tears

They say eating disorders are caused because they want to feel like they're in control of something. I just want to see the numbers drop.

Thirty Nine Feb 13

School kills dreamer

I crave for the smell of my half broken ac
Drawing in peace
Letting my mind wander endlessly
But now I’m confined
To A B C and D
Bubbling letters
For all of eternity

Thirty Nine Feb 12

A silenced child will grow old

Don’t bother speaking
For we are just kids
So we don’t matter
But if that’s so. Then what will be of our future?

Thirty Nine Feb 9

Metaphors are Silly

Crayons are quite strong for their size
Hell they can even be put on fire and not burn immediately
But put to much pressure on them
And they crack