Thirty Nine

Thirty Nine Dec 2024

F-

you didnt notice i was crying
even though i was right in front of you
that or you didnt care
either way its safe to say
you failed as a mother

Thirty Nine Dec 2024

y o u h a v e t o l e t g o

“The pain of having it might be better than thee pain of losing it”
You said as you gripped onto the glass shard in your hand
“It used to be something else before it broke.”
You say not knowing what to do with it anymore
If the shard of glass only serves you pain it’s not worth holding onto
Let go
You have to let go

https://youtube.com/shorts/G42phKm_3t0?si=fAKx6yI-8593STXa
(Inspo)

Thirty Nine Dec 2024

Self blame

You opened the window and the rain came and wet everything
It’s your fault your room is now destroyed
Your fault because you opened the window
Even though you just wanted a breeze
And needed to breath some fresh air
And couldn’t have predicted that there would’ve been a violent wind
It’s your fault
Your fault

Not about the rain, the rain room nor the window

Thirty Nine Dec 2024

Denial isn’t just a river in Egypt

You denied their pain
And could never take the blame
Gaslighted and lied your way out of the truth
Is this really your way of life?
You narcissistic fool

Thirty Nine Dec 2024

Hurt (verb): cause physical pain or injury to

He was so scared of being hurt
He hurt others before they got to close
And hurt himself more than anyone else ever would

Thirty Nine Dec 2024

Artist (noun): a person who practices any of the various creative arts, such as a sculptor, novelist, POET, or filmmaker.

Live in fear
Of an Artist making masterpieces
Based on the pain you've inflicted onto them

Thirty Nine Dec 2024

Anger (noun): strong feeling of annoyance, displeasure, or hostility.

She kept swallowing her anger
Every single time
Until it choked her