Thirty Nine

Thirty Nine 5d

Death doesn’t discriminate
It’ll **** the richest man in the world
When he’s 53
It’ll **** the president
When they are 87

But death doesn’t discriminate
It’ll also **** the single mom
When she was only 33
And the little boy that played down the street
When he was only 7

Thirty Nine Apr 10

Glasses

Eyes are the door to the soul
Or so they say
My soul must be broken
Or out of service
Because I need glasses

Thirty Nine Apr 9

Therapy

“But you’re fine right?”
My therapist ask naively
Yeah I’m fine
Instead of drowning
I’m floating in a ocean
Surrounded by dolphins
Maybe one day I’ll sink peacefully

First time going to therapy

Thirty Nine Apr 7

Im still here

I can’t move.
The weight is everywhere.
It presses into my chest
Like even the dirt want me to stop existing.

I screamed until my throat bled.
No one answered.
No one remembered.

I guess they moved on.

one of my biggest fears is being buried alive

Thirty Nine Apr 5

Its a sunny day today

"Im so sorry"
or
"Im so sorry"

Readers know the difference

Thirty Nine Mar 26

Sunday

I'm too nervous to enjoy the calm before the storm
Because I see the clouds coming this way

Thirty Nine Mar 26

Up in the Clouds? God? No on the roof

"Help from above"
I say as the ****** shoots