Thirty Nine

Thirty Nine 7d

Don’t let me eat up your lies

Even if your lies are served
On a silver platter
With gold flakes
It won’t change
How ******* disgusting it tastes

Thirty Nine Feb 19

Mama

I don’t respect you
I fear you

Thirty Nine Feb 18

Or maybe you won't care, and stay mad at me

If I killed myself

Would you still care about ugly face?

Or how much I ate?

Maybe you'd ask for forgiveness at my grave

Either that or you'll scream at my decaying body

Like you do to me now

Thirty Nine Feb 18

Thoughts when im left alone

How can a world full of humans have so little humanity?

Thirty Nine Feb 15

Weight, weight and hating it

My gagging reflex doesn't work
And as my tears fill the toilet bowl
I try to make myself nauseous
So that I can fill the toilet with something other than tears

They say eating disorders are caused because they want to feel like they're in control of something. I just want to see the numbers drop.

Thirty Nine Feb 13

School kills dreamer

I crave for the smell of my half broken ac
Drawing in peace
Letting my mind wander endlessly
But now I’m confined
To A B C and D
Bubbling letters
For all of eternity