I felt whole again,
But that hole that was filled so quickly and emptied just as fast.
Knowing that there was no chance,
I felt my heart shatter like glass.
Forgive me. that I could not stay,
If I had I'd surely break.
Forgive me. for not moving on,
I thought I had
An aged scar torn again but I forgive you.
Laying here i feel it burn
I feel the break all over again
I hear screaming in my head, yet so somber and silent
Over and over again I feel it.
I long to be by your side
But that is what caused this the first time
I forgive you for this
Forgive me for being so blind.
-thehatedpoet

They say don't give your heart away and yet I didn't listen
Now I understand why
You never get it back
She will always have a big piece
No matter how hard you try you can't get it back
No amount of love anger hate forgiveness or the attempts
It won't come back
-thehatedpoet

Each night it's ll the same
I think back and I can't hold it
I can't cry and I can't show it
I don't know what to do
Everything I try can't help
No matter what I do I've already lost
If I ended it nothing would be accomplished
Each day is a new page in this book
And yet these past chapters are the same
The pain
Heartbreak
Tears
And emotional distress
I can't keep this up
No one can help except her and I can't go to her for this
She is the cause
She is the one I lean on and I can't go to tonight.
-thehatedpoet