On this day, the clock strikes cruel,
Seven years now—an endless duel.
Each year, the shadows stretch so wide,
And steal the light where love once died.
A date I feared, a day I dread,
For on it, dreams are left for dead.
The worst of all, it comes to claim,
A broken heart, a shattered name.
Oh 14th November, bitter, vile,
Each year you stretch your cruelest mile.
Six times you’ve bled my soul to grey,
And now, this seventh, steals the way.
You rob me once, then come again,
And make me face the loss, the pain.
A person lost, yet not the same—
Each time, I die, yet feel the flame.
I wonder, what curse did I invoke,
What sin I live, what heart I broke?
That I should stand, year after year,
And tremble in this depth of fear.
The hours left, a scar so raw,
A bleeding wound, an ancient flaw.
Already now, I've felt the tear—
The loss, the ache, the endless prayer.
It’s not the first, nor shall it be,
But still I stand, broken and free.
For though I suffer through the night,
I fear this day, with all my might.
I’ve wandered through these endless years,
And still, it comes—my heart’s own fears.
I cannot bear, I cannot fight,
This haunting shadow, this endless blight.
I wish for peace, but none I find,
Just memories, a restless mind.
This day shall pass, but never leave—
A haunting mark I can't conceive.
I wonder what it is I’ve done,
To live a life that’s always spun
Around this date, this cursed hour,
Where love decays, and time turns sour.
Oh Fate, what madness, what cruel jest,
To make me suffer, and never rest.
What worse could come, when all is torn?
When love is lost, and hope is worn.
Yet still, I stand, with empty grace,
A shattered soul, no hiding place.
For 14th November—still you reign,
And I, the prisoner of your pain.