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Jun 2018 · 92
Depression
Natalie Jun 2018
I watch my reflection in the mirror
with my pale  eyes
watching my lifeless statue in the dark
bones made out of gelatin
and my heart out of fragile glass
that breaks everytime i see myself

My fingertips softly touch my face
Tears keep coming faster
till my water lines are overflowing
My nails grow sharper
and my fingers cramp
digging holes under my eyes
I want to shatter my bones
And burn my skin to ashes
I want to rip the hair from my scalp
as well as all the pages
filled with frustration
scratching and screaming
I have to be pretty

but the need for it grows
as well as the demons inside my soul
Jun 2018 · 85
Lost
Natalie Jun 2018
Lost, within the vast expanse of time and space,
in the neverending story that is life.
Lost, with no sense of direction, and no star to guide,
haunted by fear, and blinded by pride.
Lost, in the darkness forever searching
for a time that will never come.
Lost, in false friendships, don't know who to trust,
open your secrets, then left in the dust.
Lost, with many decisions still left unmade,
things long forgotten that lead you astray.
Lost, in your thoughts unable to bare,
adrift in confusion found unaware.
Lost, amid the sea of lies and clouds of deceit,
endlessly drifting into the unknown.
Lost, in the carefree world of the past,
not sure of your future, unclear of your path.
Lost, yet your flame still burns,
just wait, the tables will turn

— The End —