Where have you been
My dark angel?
Where do you go
When you leave my side?

I long for the nights
That we'll be together.
The months drag on
And still I miss you.

You touch a place in me
That I didn't know existed.
When you caress me
I can die happy.

Enfold me in your arms
And drink the life from my veins.
Grant me your gift
So that I may go with you.

Your cold embrace
Your marble skin
My quickening heart
Burns against you.

I know what you long for
And I give myself to you.
Show me your power
My dark angel.

I will never cower
Or show any fear.
I just want to be yours
For all eternity.

Searching through life
For the ones who matter
Receiving nothing but grief
As the blade falls to the floor in a clatter.

Watching the blood drip
And splatter to the floor
She's really losing her grip
Her life, she abhors.

The room begins to spin
And she's losing her mind
Things suddenly begin
To become intertwined.

Reeling from the loss of blood
She shambles about the house
Things fall with a thud
As she notices red on her blouse.

Confusion sets in
As she tries to remember
She thinks hard, then grins
As she begins to see the embers.

Her heart has grown cold
Nothing to live for
She's not sure what will unfold
Or if it will even the score.

She lies in devastation
Seeing her life flash before her eyes
Since the beginning of her creation
She always watched herself die.

Waiting for the end
Hoping it will be swift
She can't make amends
As her life begins to sift.

Stumbling through the woods
Looking for the one
Figures shrouded in cloaks
She wonders what's begun.

They carry her off
And chain her to a tree
It's raining, and she coughs
She can barely see.

Unearthly sounds pierce the night
As her breath catches in her throat
She almost dies of fright
As she sees the thing that floats.

Calling out to her
He tries to explain
About the fur
And all the nights of pain.

When she sees him
Out comes a scream of terror
He can smell the blood in her limbs
He's worried there was some error.

Where was his love?
He didn't understand
Why she was white as a dove
Lying broken on the sand.

He had made up his mind
He had to feed
He didn't have the time to find
The one that he needs.

Abuse Me

Here I am
Your doormat
Step on me
And wipe your feet.

Walk all over me
Like you always do
I can take it
I always have before.

Use me to clean up
Then be on your way
Ignored and neglected
Just like before.

I'll be your doormat anytime
And I think you know that.
Each time I think it'll be different
But I should know better.

You always leave me
Beaten and broken
I'll mend myself
I'm more than capable.

The scars are buried
Deep inside
No one will see them
Because I buff them away.

One day
I'll find the perfect one
Who sees the scars
But isn't scared.

He'll see right through me
Understand how I feel
He'll love me for me
And not change me.

When that day comes
You'll be sorry
That you can't come back
To wipe your feet again.

Darkness creeps in
Slowly killing the light.
Loneliness follows
Why should I fight?

Nothing to stop me
Or my mind from wandering.
No one to care
I'm always pondering.

Thoughts of suicide
And death excite me.
You'll judge my decision
This, I can see.

You'll never truly know
All of my sorrow.
I always wonder
If I'll even see tomorrow.

So, go live your life
And be happy.
Leave me alone
To be with just me.

I'm fine on my own
And always have been.
Leave me to my strife
And to my silent sin.

My heart beats faster
As you draw near.
My breath catches
As I abandon all fear.

From the slightest touch
My heart melts.
I can't help but wonder about
The cards to be dealt.

The tide has changed
As forever it will.
We have this destiny
We need to fulfill.

An unwritten story
A chapter in life.
I know this won't bring
Any unneeded strife.

With you, I'm happy
I know true bliss.
If only your lips
I had here to kiss.

I'll wait for you
Till the end of time.
If for only a moment
You say you'll be mine.

I've waited so long
For your love.
Is this just a dream?
Or are you finally mine?

Someone pinch me
I must be asleep.
You're the one I've adored
For so many years.

Now you say you love me.
Is this a joke?
Or did you finally
Fall for me too?

If this is true
Prove it to me.
My arms are open
Waiting to hold you.

Run to me, my love.
And tell me you're mine.
I'll wait forever
To hear those precious words.

So until you come running
I'll still be here for you.
Embrace me
And whisper your love to me.