I'm sorry baby girl

I'm sorry that I couldn't save you

is it my fault that you're gone?

Did I not love you enough?

I miss you

my precious baby girl

I remember the first time you kicked

I was so excited

It was proof that you were there.

You were real

I remember the pain

when you said goodbye

I will never forget

I'm so sorry baby girl*

I thought I could save you

I cant breathe
Why'd you leave

promising you were different

I told you my past
you didn't laugh

you held my hand
told me it would be okay

and now you're gone too
not even a real goodbye

just an I can't do this


I'm sorry

so am I

I'm sorry I couldn't be everything
that you needed

that you wanted

I'm sorry for treating you
how I wanted to be treated

so tired of all the lies

I can't breathe

why didn't I leave?