i know your up.
i know your reading this.
i know your still crying.
i know you told me that if i was gone
you were dying.
i know your stalking
every media i own
i know your asking bout me
to your friends i know
i know your upset
with me and yourself
that i told you i cant do that
cause i found my true love
ive lost one
i cant lose this
this is meant to be forever
you cant support me
you cant help me
and if i stay you wont get better
sure you are cute
sure you are funny
sure i liked you
in the fifth grade maybe
but now its all different
i really have grown
you got to angry
i shouldve known
i dodnt know
that we wouldnt be friends
i didnt know
that our adventure would end
i didnt know that
it would break with this bend
i know one thing of all
i wont be my loves death
cause you wont be my fall.

your my one.
your my one true love.
your my one future.
your my one heart.
your my one healer.
your my one perfection.
your my one dream.
your my one sanctuary.
your my one everything.
to me.
your my one protection.
your my one shield.
your my one weapon.
when it comes to fight.
and when it comes to seperation.
youll be my every tear.
dont you dare try to go.
your my one life.
dont you dare try to leave.
your my stars at night.
you wont leave me.
your my one forever.
until one day.
theres mini mes and yous together.
but until the grave.
your my one hope.
your my one best.
and ill never let you go.

Love. It's a wonderful pain.
It distracts you.
It pleases you.
It takes things away.
It can add memories.
Good or bad.
It can hurt you.
It can help you.
But in the end
It always disappears
Even when you beg it to stay.
It's more of an adventure.
It has twisty roads
And dark caves
Checkpoints
And a resting place
Moments of fear
And moments of tears
Sometimes you run from it
Sometimes it's regret you feel
Others you wonder if it's real
You try to question
You see no answer
You make up reasons
You fall apart
You feel theyve taken your heart
And thrown it away
Somewhere dark
It took you around
For a simple spin
And threw you off track
Left you there to bleed
Then comes the pain
You never thought you'd see
Love.
Its something beautiful
But at the same time.
It tears you apart

How they shine
How they glow
Take their time
Form their rows
Far away
In a distant land
Surrounding us
Like water on sand
Not reachable
But close enough to yearn for
Crazy enough
We travel from home for
We leave to discover
The nothingness of mystery
That crushes  dreams
Our hope for change
In new perspective
So then we wish
We would've just stared
Instead of travelled
All the way there
Just to discover
What we wanted all along
Was the imagination
Of what they've become

im sorry ive ****** up alot
im sorry im such destruction.
im sorry im such a fool.
to believe i was something.
im sorry i dream so big
and yet amount to failure.
im sorry i seem useless
and luck is never in my favor