Left home bleeding of hearts desire
Dwelling on the past, while walking futures tight wire
Magically the wind blows releasing falling leaves that inspire
Through unimaginable sunsets, followed by jungle rain with no rest
My souls salvation is then there transpired
Absorbed by shades of purple, green, black and blue
My life recovery started with the Pai crew
Pulling on life’s dangling thread of the unknown
There I was unraveled, reborn and resewn
Blindly being part of this humans gravity shift
They allowed me to be one of the global misfits
Pai will forever live in infamy as the moment that changed my life
Love and thank you all, until we meet again, next time

Sweetness of hospitality
Shades light on hope of to be
False eyes gaze the past we can clearly see
Tapping the soul reminding it’s availability
Like the blind of a window
The most subtle turn can control both life and deceit
Same as our clouded dark and light
Waiting on my subconscious defeat
When trouble ahead
Charge forward until your life goal is complete

Ready to strap in
Jump in the river
Secured by vest and good company
The bottom slips out for fears quick shiver
Swept away by the current
Fighting with all I my might
I can’t go on
Finally letting go accepting my due rent
Seeing the blue skies while being dragged below
The sun shines even at our lowest low
Don’t let anything bring you down
Or change who your are
The internal scare of the unknown
Will propel you to your guiding star

Relationships come and go
And mirrors Reflective beauty still shows all my best friends with can’t lose souls
Kindly behind the scenes my brother creeps as my idol
Paddled through adversity that is life’s swamp water
Watched him change to pay life’s future toll
Becoming the best dad my nieces and my angels could ever have
I hope you realize the vantage point of my perspective
You are my persuasion to be a better me. Can’t wait to grow old and see what for us was meant to be

Nothing whispers like the invisible wind
Powerful as a souls hidden intention
No knowledge of where it ends or where it begins
Statically waiting  for life’s love pension
Flowing like the strongest river I try
Knowing I’ve made it to here now
Time to accept the trauma and change one’s life
The world is beautifully spinning and talking through nature
Take a seat, lay back and listen to its lecture

Seeing the stars shining plants of self worth
Beloved by the closest humans standing tall
Every backwards mistep trained to go forth
Endless surroundings breaking me out and denying my want to life stall
Losing myself day by day
There the darkness life toll I pay,
Only broken souls understand the light,
Can now be arisen by internal fight.
I could never do this alone
Finally seeing happiness through dark dreams
Within myself I see, my version of home

Loving beyond expectation for one’s satisfaction
Feeling the end until that one random mind see’s  potential
Sand you down like a furniture antique
Smoothing you out waiting for the beauty to unleash.
Individuality passed down from generation to generation.
Where finally that gleaming coat of lacker breaks us free
Showing the world that what was once damaged, can be revived by personal belief