I always knew you wanted me to be perfect
But this this is not me anymore
You gave me love but I just reject
I’m empty to the core
Most night I spend crying
You don’t even see
So I keep lying
Slowly drifting away life the sea
The salty tears flooding my eyes
Blurring my vision
This is a war with no allies
Judging my every decision
Scaring me to cooperation
Fighting me to sadness
So I'm stuck in frustration
All of us going into a state on madness
Till my eyes are blank
No emotion to show
Perfection makes your worldly rank
The words of doctors began to flow
Feeling violated as you check my body for symptoms
Symptoms of what you made me
We are all victims
With this disease your never free

We are united
We are invited
They’re tired
They’re fired
We have all rights
They have to start fights
We are accepted
They’re rejected
We watch as they struggle to fight for there lives
They have to watch as another dies
We watch as we have killed another person
They are human just like us
We look at them and start to fuss
They learn to stomach are distrust
We don’t look at them the same but we must
They should be equal
We think of this was a the sequel
They are people no matter the color of there skin
We can’t seem let them win
They are people no matter where their from
We scream for them to go back when the come
They are people no matter There religion
We scream white
They are people that shine bright
We can’t see that these people are the same
They watch as we take aim
We sit and watch as our people **** more
I’m tired of being We I want to stand for them
I’m tired us killing them
I’m tired of this war  
The truth is this is world war three
They thing is in the end only one will be free
We will live with the guilt
They’ll live with the wall we built
If I cross that wall they say wilt
Well I’d rather wilt then watch them fall
I’ll fight and stand tall
I’ll fight my own people for them till I’m numb
Because if we’re entitled then they should be two
We fight and they fight
I’ll fight for there right

I can’t walk without looking over my shoulder because of you
I can’t walk into to school without feeling like it could be my last time
I can’t try to forgive you
I can’t believe I was your friend
I can’t believe I saw you that day
I can’t believe I was on your list
I can’t understand what I did to you
I can’t feel bad for you
I can’t understand why I keep thinking of all the good memories I have of you
I can’t deal with it yet I have to
I can’t trust any of your friends
I can’t understand you
I can’t believe you or anyone anymore

How do I tell you I don't love you
You have been there for me when I was blue
I don't want you to hurt
God I wish the was a way to tell you so you don't feel like dirt
I love you but you are like a brother
I can't tell you I have feeling for another
God I wish I didn't say yes
But at some point I have to address
That I will be torn down by your friends
I will try to make amends
Why  did I do this
What sign did I miss
Please forgive me

You ask why she doesn't talk to you anymore
Well maybe it's because you caused a war
A war inside of her
That's Why she only talks to you in a whisper
You tried to make her your idea of perfect a friend
But you caused a hatred you couldn't mend
You didn't like the people she enjoyed
And that caused you to get annoyed
Instead of being kind you tried to make her feel hurt
Now your left with ash and dirt
The ash and dirt of a bridge you burnt
So think about the question your asking
That is why she is not grasping
To a friendship that will not be lasting

I have felt this pain
The way it eats you brain
I have screamed and cried
And was tried of the lies
I have not slept for days
And yes I've had that faze
I have let my guard down
And that made me drown
For a long time I was in the house of sadness
But I just have to deal with the madness

We think of this world as land
But we are band
To have are own thoughts and belief
Society is a thief
We are who we are
Its not meant to be a scar
We are not supposed to hide
But we are all caught in the tide
Tide of anxiety and fear
But how do you get out dear
You push through and swim
This world was not supposed to be grim
So it's time to be you
So just think of this as a clue

Music is my get away
It helps me delay
Delay the tears
Caused by fears
Its a form of distraction
To stop sadness actions
Each song has a meaning or time
That makes me feel it's mine

I watched you play sick games
I was also burnt by your flames
You broke our family by breaking her
But there is no cure
Because of you I can't trust
Was your only feeling for her lust
You married her
But when you two thought I was asleep I heard you slur
You didn't just hurt her you also hurt me
And we both had to flee
From a drunk and a cheater
Now my walls won't fall a centimeter
People see me differently now
You did a great job acting just wow

**** it I did it again
I made her feel hurt
I watch her happiness drain
I just wasn't alert
That I was showing what I was feeling
When you were trying to have a good time
Now I stare at the ceiling
What I did makes we feel like I committed a crime

I said it was getting better well its not
No matter how hard I fought
I've officially given up
My mind feels like it's about to blowup
It seemed to go away
But the happiness never seems to stay
I hide my feelings behind my bitter smile
My body feels vile
Don't say you understand
My life has never been grand
People come and go in my life
I feel like I'm being stabbed with a knife
Hey all you can do is watch
But I'd rather you be happy with your game of hopscotch