Music is my get away
It helps me delay
Delay the tears
Caused by fears
Its a form of distraction
To stop sadness actions
Each song has a meaning or time
That makes me feel it's mine

I watched you play sick games
I was also burnt by your flames
You broke our family by breaking her
But there is no cure
Because of you I can't trust
Was your only feeling for her lust
You married her
But when you two thought I was asleep I heard you slur
You didn't just hurt her you also hurt me
And we both had to flee
From a drunk and a cheater
Now my walls won't fall a centimeter
People see me differently now
You did a great job acting just wow

**** it I did it again
I made her feel hurt
I watch her happiness drain
I just wasn't alert
That I was showing what I was feeling
When you were trying to have a good time
Now I stare at the ceiling
What I did makes we feel like I committed a crime

I said it was getting better well its not
No matter how hard I fought
I've officially given up
My mind feels like it's about to blowup
It seemed to go away
But the happiness never seems to stay
I hide my feelings behind my bitter smile
My body feels vile
Don't say you understand
My life has never been grand
People come and go in my life
I feel like I'm being stabbed with a knife
Hey all you can do is watch
But I'd rather you be happy with your game of hopscotch