Lonley and abused,
Feeling hurt and confused....
I love Dreams and smiles,
But they're only good for a while.....
I don't know what I would do without you,
All I know is that I love you! And I'm free too...
Your smile is as pretty as all,
Your blonde hair, soft lips, ugghhhh and you're tall....
The way you laugh even when you're hurt,
The way you act when you're turnt...
Your personality is Devine,
The way my eyes would light up if I knew you were all mine....
It ***** knowing you don't want me back,
But that's fine... This is the story of my life! Written on this music track...
Hopefully my dreams will come to reality but if not,
Imma miss this dream a lot...

We fall down but we get up,
Everything We've been through,
Changes everything as we felt for as we look in this cup,
Full of life and everything we once knew,
But when we fall,
We help each other,
All it takes is that one simple call,
To be strong for one another,
We're invincible can't you see,
We can't be held by pain and sorrow,
Cause we can be anything we wanna be,
We are the light for today and tomorrow,
So let's sit,
Drink like it's our last,
Even roll it up and take a hit,
Cause soon it will all be in the past.

Phil you told Hercules best,
That dreams are for rookies and prepare to fail life's test,

No matter how hard you try,
Your parents are wrong.. Your dreams will never touch the sky,

So just shut up and take a seat,
Maybe it's time for you and reality to meet,

Thinking you can achieve your dreams isn't right,
You're just Waisting time and pushing away everything in sight,

I'm done thinking my dreams are wild,
Cause I was stupid and acted like a child,

If you're smart you'll listen to me,
And know dreams belong to HA the people that "believe"

August 8th... Our 7th grade year.
I bought you a burrito for your birthday.
I didn't know spending $2.50 would change my life forever.
I ruined everything from just saying three words.
I just wish I had it all back, like watching the movie white chicks, and me laughing at you quote the whole movie.
Like playing strip basketball and watch the loser run down the street half naked
Like eating Oreo ice cream until you fell asleep on my chest
What I truly truly truly miss the most?
Going to all your basketball games, sitting with your mom, wearing your jersey, and screaming your name...
But now I sit here with an outer appearance screaming that I'm unashamed...
But on the inside I'm broken and in need of my best friend

All I want is to be happy
Wake up and see smiles all around
The most cheerful beats as the main sound
Watch everyone I care about grow and get old together
Not have a care in the world
Not even act like its a bad thing to fall in love
Where people always dancing and it wouldn't be a bad thing
There's every kind if disco
Everyone is drinking Coca cola
All I want is to be happy
Even when all dead and old
And all my stuff is sold

I don't know how many times I can take the knife out my chest
I've given you my all
You're the reason why I fall
I tried to replace him but you never let me
The best luck I have is to stop and leave you be
I'm trying my hardest to get over my sensible heart
I mean you're doing what they all did! Ignoring me
I meant to live the dreams of the prom kings or drama queens
All of my dreams are getting old.. Maybe I should wish for something better
You ignored me enough... It's time to say goodbye
And go into the real world where there's no happy ever after
I am invincible, where there's no happy way in life

I wonder what happened to us?
Why you couldn't just give him a chance...
Why you pushed him away and didn't even give it a try...
You gave all these other guys a chance but him, He's the only one..
Maybe you cared to much? Maybe you couldn't hurt him...
But maybe he's already hurt... He wants the pain... He wants to go down that road..
He doesn't wanna be alone...
he was lost and thought he was found...
But never gave the chance to prove he is right for you...

When life tries to tear you down,
Blame it on the boogie

When enemies around make you frown?
Blame it on the boogie

When someone makes you mad
Blame it on the boogie

Even when you hate your Dad
Blame it on the boogie

What can I do?
I've given all my strength to fill my heart with love,
If tried to fix your darkness and make u white like a dove,
You built a relationship but now youre tearing it all down,
Your like a weight in the ocean pulling me and making me drown,
I know I know you can't do this anymore,
But l let me just hope that the next girl will heal what you tore,
But wait... Forget love I'm done tryin
Who wants to be happy like Peter Pan? Always flyin......

I'm stressing over love and letting darkness build up inside me,
I wonder if I'm at a state of mind where getting love is strange,
I hear words from Lucifer saying that I'm just a disgusting man,
I see horrendous deeds being done that I need to change,
I want to ask for forgiveness, a clean slate, even though it has been given,
I'm stressing over love and letting darkness build up inside me.

I pretend to know I'm loved from the Son of Man,
I feel like I am in a fake cell being held by some fake police,
I touch things with a loving hand, but in my mind I feel like they turn to sand,
I cry when I show all this pain, when it's just weakness leaving the body,
I'm stressing over love and letting darkness build up inside me.

I understand agape love and what God has for me,
I say "God where are you? I'm lost! Blind me so that I can see!"
I dream I can reach up and grab! The hem of his guarment or at least I can touch his hand,
I try to play this picture perfect person when I am just a disgusting man,
I hope that I find the forgiveness and love from the lamb that has risen,
I'm stressing over love and letting darkness build up inside me.

Welcome to the real world she lied to me,
I wanna look back at my life,
I wanna scream to the top of my lungs,
I really don't know if this is the real world,
I never really lived the dream of the drama queens or prom kings,
Something's better on the other side,
Just plot that life out in black and white,
Still don't know if the world is real,
I wanna look back at my life,
I wanna scream so all can hear

Take my open heart and all that I offer
Without you my strong heart goes softer and softer
Without you everything isn't right
Your feelings went from color to black and white
**** love man this eats up my soul
It's a burdon on me and it takes a mighty tole
I'm ready to be alone and have fun
Because all the pain love caused has made me done

Beauty isn't hot
Beauty can seem ugly but it's not

Beauty is like a thief in the night  
Stealing my dreams thinking it's tight

But your Beauty can be anything! Can't you see?
Beauty is you, you are my life and you're always with me

Your Beauty is everything I need.
Your Beauty isn't on the outside but in the roots of a seed.

Your Beauty is something deeper, something I can't understand.
Your Beauty is marvelous, its like looking at uncharted land

Your Beauty is complex and not completely insane
But it's a sign of strength and happiness along with pain

Your Beautiful! That's something you need to hear,
Kylie oh Kylie you make me smile from ear to ear

What is love?
Something that breaks hearts
What is love?
Something you'll avoid if you're smart
What is love?
It's for those who can't move on
What is love?
For those who **** and run
What is love?
Something that's never found
What is love?
Something that will make you drown
What is love?
The worst of the worst
What is love?
The nick name for thirst

I look at her and see anger
A wall built up screaming Danger

She draws me in and pushes me away
But when we hug there's nothing to say

It's like a never awakening slumber
I try not to let her bury me 6 feet under

But her pain and hatred makes me wonder
Why someone would hurt a beautiful dove?

One who used to be filled with happiness and so much love
But I can feel her sadness coming. Makes me cry

Her hate sends men running for their lives

What makes me want her so much?

Simply just the softness of her touch.

My sensible heart is pulsating with love,
It is a Heart overflowing with tears,
This heart that slept the beauty sleep,
This heart that dived in an abyss that's too deep,
This heart that still loves,
Still hopes, Still dreams
To one day fix hers,
and sew up the seams,
My sensible heart waits,
For her to return,
My sensible heart hopes,
That her's will learn.

Anger is the next thing to setting me off,
Even a hug won't make me soft

Anger stays forever within,
Anger acts in all ways of sin

Anger fills my heart and soul,
Anger takes a mighty toll

Anger lessens but can never leave,
Anger you hope to never receive

Anger for me is different from you,
Anger you see tells me what to do

Anger will sit and whisper in my ear,
Anger sits and tells me all that I fear.

The things that I've done, you don't understand

You should be filled with love but I was crushed and turned to sand

Lately everything is beginning to sound redundant

Do I just play this picture perfect person when I'm in public?

Instead of giving my dad some love I'm passing our destruction. Wanna piece?

Come get it from me cause I gots lots to give, always incomplete, never complete, a monster lives inside me.

But it's that God over money gang,

A new year is hear but it's clear that ain't nothin changed

I'm from the place where getting love is strange,

From that decision my head is forced to be hung in shame.

I scream and wonder how this monster can be tamed!