What can I do?
I've given all my strength to fill my heart with love,
If tried to fix your darkness and make u white like a dove,
You built a relationship but now youre tearing it all down,
Your like a weight in the ocean pulling me and making me drown,
I know I know you can't do this anymore,
But l let me just hope that the next girl will heal what you tore,
But wait... Forget love I'm done tryin
Who wants to be happy like Peter Pan? Always flyin......

I'm stressing over love and letting darkness build up inside me,
I wonder if I'm at a state of mind where getting love is strange,
I hear words from Lucifer saying that I'm just a disgusting man,
I see horrendous deeds being done that I need to change,
I want to ask for forgiveness, a clean slate, even though it has been given,
I'm stressing over love and letting darkness build up inside me.

I pretend to know I'm loved from the Son of Man,
I feel like I am in a fake cell being held by some fake police,
I touch things with a loving hand, but in my mind I feel like they turn to sand,
I cry when I show all this pain, when it's just weakness leaving the body,
I'm stressing over love and letting darkness build up inside me.

I understand agape love and what God has for me,
I say "God where are you? I'm lost! Blind me so that I can see!"
I dream I can reach up and grab! The hem of his guarment or at least I can touch his hand,
I try to play this picture perfect person when I am just a disgusting man,
I hope that I find the forgiveness and love from the lamb that has risen,
I'm stressing over love and letting darkness build up inside me.

Welcome to the real world she lied to me,
I wanna look back at my life,
I wanna scream to the top of my lungs,
I really don't know if this is the real world,
I never really lived the dream of the drama queens or prom kings,
Something's better on the other side,
Just plot that life out in black and white,
Still don't know if the world is real,
I wanna look back at my life,
I wanna scream so all can hear

Take my open heart and all that I offer
Without you my strong heart goes softer and softer
Without you everything isn't right
Your feelings went from color to black and white
**** love man this eats up my soul
It's a burdon on me and it takes a mighty tole
I'm ready to be alone and have fun
Because all the pain love caused has made me done

Beauty isn't hot
Beauty can seem ugly but it's not

Beauty is like a thief in the night  
Stealing my dreams thinking it's tight

But your Beauty can be anything! Can't you see?
Beauty is you, you are my life and you're always with me

Your Beauty is everything I need.
Your Beauty isn't on the outside but in the roots of a seed.

Your Beauty is something deeper, something I can't understand.
Your Beauty is marvelous, its like looking at uncharted land

Your Beauty is complex and not completely insane
But it's a sign of strength and happiness along with pain

Your Beautiful! That's something you need to hear,
Kylie oh Kylie you make me smile from ear to ear

What is love?
Something that breaks hearts
What is love?
Something you'll avoid if you're smart
What is love?
It's for those who can't move on
What is love?
For those who **** and run
What is love?
Something that's never found
What is love?
Something that will make you drown
What is love?
The worst of the worst
What is love?
The nick name for thirst

I look at her and see anger
A wall built up screaming Danger

She draws me in and pushes me away
But when we hug there's nothing to say

It's like a never awakening slumber
I try not to let her bury me 6 feet under

But her pain and hatred makes me wonder
Why someone would hurt a beautiful dove?

One who used to be filled with happiness and so much love
But I can feel her sadness coming. Makes me cry

Her hate sends men running for their lives

What makes me want her so much?

Simply just the softness of her touch.