I'm never good enough you say i don't feel what i should or act like i should or think like everyone else I'm ungrateful and a failure and will never amount to anything well you know what? ***** you ***** you and your judgments ***** you for hurting me and making me hurt myself ***** you for telling me what i feel is wrong ***** you for trying to change me because i'm not good enough ***** you and your harsh words cutting me to the bone ***** you for knowing what you do to me and choosing to still do it ***** you for making me cry but not staying to wipe away my tears ***** you for bringing me into this world only to make me want to take myself out of it ***** you
someday ill be able to smile without forcing it someday ill be able to feel good about myself someday ill be able to shrug off all the pain someday ill be able to shake off the numbness someday ill be happy someday ill want to live someday just not today
face of an angel personality of the devil how could it be so? sky blue eyes perfectly pale skin freckles placed just so perfectly curled blonde hair skater boy i fell for you before you even opened your mouth but when you did i got back up because unfortunately my fallen angel is an *******
"I'm happy" you're miserable "I have friends" who stab you in the back "I'm a good person" who can't even help her best friend? "I deserve to live" then why do you want to die?
Me without my bands is like... a book without pages a heart without a beat a zoo without cages a soul incomplete peanut butter without jelly a shoe with no sock a stomach ache with no belly and a writer with writers block
you think you know me so well that's how you know i'm a failure oh yes because you know what i'm feeling and what i'm thinking and why i do what i do don't you? NO you don't you don't know how much i'm hurting how often i cry myself to sleep how numb i always feel how i can't get rid of my sadness how angry i am all the time how much i hurt myself how often i want to die so you know what? maybe i am a failure but only i would know that because you don't know me and you never will so how about you get the **** out of my face