Another time,
Filled with pain,
Oh how it ryhmes,

Each night I lay,
Awake in bed,
With thoughts of you,
That i go through,

How times of love,
Slowly turned,
Into tiny bits of torture.

I dreamt of you,
Last night,
A gate,
Came between us,
I suddenly felt the urge to climb,
And so I did,
Not knowing you had the keys,
All along,
You smiled as you opened the gate,
You took my hands in yours,
And gave me a kiss,
I found solace in your lips,
Comfort in your touch,
Who knew,
A moment could feel like a lifetime,
As our lips,
Said goodbye,
You immediately,
Turned your back,
And vanished,
Once again I found myself,
On the other side of the gate,
I woke up,
I still felt our kiss on my lips,
Funny,
You never took me to the other side.

an angel exists,
taken for granted,
isolated,
never appreciated,
surrounded by snakes,
by demons,
by ghosts,
an angel exists,
but is not living.

I once saw,
The sky blue,
Now all I see,
Are shades of gray.

I once heard,
Beautiful symphonies,
From every mouth,
That laid bare,
Now all I hear,
Are mumbled voices.

I once felt loved,
Cared,
Cherished,
Now I feel like,
Weight,
Dead weight,
A burden,
I bring people down,
I only cause dissapointment.

It seems the only way,
To escape this,
Is by leaving,
But this time,
My life,
As the fare.

Help, I'm depressed beyond repair.

What is perfection?
to others,
having the pieces,
neatly arranged,
by size,
by number,
by color,
for me,
there's nothing more perfect,
than how streaks of sunlight,
brightens,
your face,
lights up your smile,
and how the rays blend in with your hair.

I woke up,
at 1 am,
my mind,
immediatly plagued,
chaotic thoughts came to play,
deppresing ones also festered,
what can I say?
a troubled thought,
for a troubled guy,
how do I endure,
these consistent nights of woe?
At 1 am,
I think of you,
and suddenly,
the thoughts vanished,
with your stare,
and with your laugh,
my mind,
found peace.

In quiet moments,
on chaotic ones,
my mind will always fly,
to you,
us,
a fantasy that poets would write for a thousand years,
a journey,
on how you,
and I,
found love and bliss,
to the stars,
away from this world full of misery,
elope into a city with endless sunsets,
stars within our reach,
and trees and grass whispering comfort,
we'll dance on the shore,
while the sea plays,
her mesmerizing tune,
while the moon stares,
jealous of your beauty,
we'll find rest on the clouds,
the wind,
will play his lullaby,
serenading you to sleep,
and as you close your eyes,
a kiss,
I'll give,
for another journey,
we shall embark.