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Matt Aug 2019
yeah it's me I'm not dead I just got bored with this site
Matt Jul 2019
to your heart
when I'm alone

it hurts when you're gone
it hurts when you're fighting
I just want you back
it's been months

I'm losing it
are you going
I can't stop crying
I'm losing it

I just can't cope
but this is the only way we can survive


Du Lügner, ich dachte, sie sagten, du wärst weg...
Matt Jul 2019
you are an ***
I made a poem
you yelled at me
Evann and I said,
"******* LOSER CHILL YOUR ****"
and he said like a pshyco
"No U LoSEr"
and now I am forced to take desperate measures
*******,
-the entire site
Ps, we reported you to the mods :)
pps, hey could you guys knock some sense into this man he blocked us ****
ppps, ur mommie said you can't raid area 51 bc u bulli me :))))))))))))))))
Matt Jul 2019
Talking
Sleep
helping
thinking
all these things to help
but like all addicts
I eventually
relapse
into
old
habits
crying
panic attacks
worrying
drugs
smoking
what's the difference
they
all the
same
effect
Matt Jul 2019
I just can’t
I’m done
Doing all this
All this stress
For nothing
I’m done
Why wait
Why continue being alive


ok so a lot of you guys have been really concerned, I'm fine, I have a therapist this is just a way to cope.
Matt Jul 2019
I’m lost
Where to go
I could go up
Preferably down
Wings, skull, organs, bones, skin
I can feel them all
It’s weird
I don’t like this
I’m lost
I have nobody and nothing
It’s time
To leave
Matt Jul 2019
We all have it
I have it
You have it
She has it
But everyone holds on to it
It wrapped around my mind
Like an Iron Maiden
She makes me bleed
She protects me
From joy
From life
From everything good
Sometimes when she opens like a cocoon
I come out changed
Depressed,
Lost like a butterfly
Forced to wander until death
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