Tenaj Lee Taylor

Tenaj Lee Taylor Oct 2015

"I love you."
That’s what I say every day and every night,
But I don’t know what love really is.
I think every night before I go to bed for hours.
The thought of…
“What is LOVE?”
Every night that’s the thought that floats through the space in my head.
I don’t believe in fairy tales.
I don’t believe in love.
Or so I thought….
I just *never experienced love.
I never had the fairy tale I always wanted.
I always confused love for passion,
But love is not passion.
“What is LOVE?”
Love can only be described.
Love cannot be defined by lousy words.
So I had to be taught what love really is.
I had to be taught what TRUE LOVE really is.
True love is to be able to see someone for who they really are.
That’s what I describe love to be.
How do you describe it?
"I love you."

Tenaj Lee Taylor Oct 2015

Her voice

So Soothing,
So Relaxing,
All my worries disappear.
No Anger in my heart,
No Darkness in my soul,
All my worries gone.
The melody,
The beauty,
The care,
I hear the voice of an angel.
An angel sent to help me.
An angel sent to help stay in this world,
To tell me that people still care for me.
To let me know that I am still acknowledged,
And still wanted in this world.
So Soothing,
So Relaxing,
No Anger in my heart,
No Darkness in my soul,
All my worries disappear,
All my worries gone.
The voice of an angel is…
Her Voice….

Tenaj Lee Taylor Sep 2015

Mystery...

You don’t know me.

I’m different than others.
I’m childish,
A demon,
An angel,

I’m a person who likes being in the background.
I’m a person who enjoys the color black.
I’m a person who can find meaning in everything.
I’m a person who doesn’t care about anything.

An angel,
A demon,
I’m childish,
I’m different than others.

You don’t know me,
And I will enjoy being a mystery.

A MYSTERY you will…
Never…
Solve…

Mysteries are always fun to try and solve.

Tenaj Lee Taylor Sep 2015

Words Do Hurt

Words can hurt...

They can cause pain to others,
You might feel better,
But what about them.
They probably say that they're ok,
But maybe they're not.

Maybe on the inside they're dying.
Their heart shattering with every word.
So many shards on the floor,
Like a shattered window.
And everytime they try to fix themselves.
They get hurt,
Cut upon the broken glass,
The glass of their shattered heart.

Words do hurt...

Words can hurt and I've experienced this and I had some nasty thoughts about sucide. Lets stop using harmful language because I'm pretty sure that most people have heard the saying "If you have nothing good to say don't say anything" or "Treat others they way you want to be treated."

Tenaj Lee Taylor Sep 2015

The Dance Called "Life Together"

The Kingdom of Sinners,
That’s the kingdom I rule over.
I was the King of Sinning.
No one could compare to me and the amounts of sins I’ve caused.
I thought I was only one,
Never loved by anyone.
That changed when I met a princess of another kingdom.
Her red hair with streaks of black and blond hair in it.
Her beautiful snow white skin.
Her deep brown eyes,
Which you always seem to get lost in.
I asked her to a dance of “Life Together”
She said yes and we danced.
We danced for seconds, minutes, hours, days,
And days turned into weeks, and we continued to dance.
She has become my Queen of my Kingdom of Sinners.
And I have become her King of the dance called “Life Together”.

— The End —