I’m sorry I’m broke.. I’m sorry I’m bruised.. I’m sorry I messed up our friendship that was so new.... I’m sorry to be untrue and hide things from you.. I promise I was not trying to cause this fight with you.. I wish I knew something I could do....I know you say what’s done is done, but hopefully one day I’ll get the chance to be there with you.... I swear, I wish I never lied to you and this time it is true.. I’m sorry I’m not perfect, and you didn’t deserve it.... I’m sorry I’ve been such a bad friend to you.. I’m not going to pretend that things will ever be the same again.. here lies you’re dear friend. I just hope you understand that this wasn’t planed. I’m sorry you know of this stuff firsthand.... Please don’t be worried please don’t be sad. There is Nothing happening That is quite so bad. I just keep imagining something so challenging and trying to find the strength to just stop balancing.... I’m sorry.. The end.

You may see me as someone from heaven, but lives in hell.... you may see me as a very shy scared person who is always so uncertain and maybe a little broken. while all of this is true it seems I have fallen in love with you.... There are so many thoughts. To where  I’m still trying to connect the dots..  you’re voice is so enchanting it’s very soft and  oh so kind. I close my eyes and look up to the skies and wonder why you put on this disguise.... I want you to know that I will be here and will not say goodbye.... I know every night you rest you’re head that a  small part of you dies.... You battle so much with the memories that are unjust.. I can see you now as a soldier rising up from the dust.... I want you to know that with the both of us you don’t have to fight so much.. Just let me be your crutch if that’s not asking of so much..  I give you my heart....My soul....My love, and my trust.... If this would make you close enough to revile yourself to me.. Just take off you’re armor and you can see just how much you really mean to me....