Respect was something undiscovered,
Something I mustn’t have or find,
But I was clearly way too blind,
With feelings that have been covered.

The word ‘’no’’ couldn’t escape my lips,
Though I tried, and tried so hard,
But something didn’t let me, a guard,
Saying ‘’That’s not a privilege you must have!’’

I was scared, unseen, unknown,
With an undiscovered soul,
You came across my road and smiled,
And brought colour to my life.

But this feeling can’t be mine,
Even if I hold on tight,
Even if I start to write,
But please, my love, give me a sign.

A sign that you’re still out somewhere,
That death did not take you away,
That we’ll still have our wedding day,
And we still have our lives to share.

With you gone, I have no joy,
No lips to kiss, or girl to hold,
No one to hold me when I’m cold,
Or wipe my tears when there’s no joy.

My heart still yearns for yours to return,
It’s been long time since we collided,
But without you near, I have decided,
I shall not live, my heart shall burn.

I’m ready to say goodbye to you,
To all the hard times we went through,
I shall wait for you,

In heaven.

I feel my bones shaking in terror
as soon as my eyes laid on you.
I've never seen such a beautiful view,
but this view slowly became scarier.

Loving you was walking on eggshells;
I never knew when the day would come
when you'd love me, or think I'm dumb.
We were always parallels.

But who am I to take control?
Who am I to tell you no?
My self-worth's never been so low —
and that's never been my goal.

Each day my heart would break;
your self-admiration grew,
and each day I'd sink into humiliation.
God, I've never seen a love more fake.

I never complained — how could I?
And I never wondered why,
and day by day my love was drained.

But, baby, I forever won't complain,
for my goal was always to protect your heart;
for my love was beyond respect.
So your worshipper I shall always remain.

That's my curse