I can still remember the night you told me to looked up the sky,
You point out the brightest stars and show me how an image can form every time you slid your finger to fill the gaps they have,
It was blurry at first,
But you looked into my eyes and said 'Just Focus and wait',

So that's what I did,
The image became clear,
Just like how our relationship to me,
I finally connect the actions you've done,

How your hands felt cold everytime it helds mine,
How your lips tremble everytime you kiss me goodnight,
How your hugs became suffocating whenever you caged me in your ams,
And how your words became knives whenever you said 'I'm still the one',

Your promises was dead a million years ago,
Same as how the stars fades everytime the morning came,
So when you told me to looked up the sky one last time,
I saw our constellation,

It was the brightest of them all,
But the shine it's giving is too blinding for my eyes,
And that was the last image I've ever seen,
For I name it 'Broken Stars' just like how we end the love story we had.

I am blinded by the lights,
Their claps sustain my life,
Can't recognize the person now,
That eyes are no longer mine.

Who's the real blind in this world?
People who lost their vision literally?
Or
People who shut their eyes when it comes to love and reality?
Tell me, Who is?

Everything that fall gets broken,
But sometimes broken things become masterpiece
Just like flowers and leaves during autumn mist

The oldest and strongest emotion of mankind is fear
And the oldest and strongest kind of fear is fear of the unknown

How we crave love,
Yet afraid of being in pain.

Black and White became Red
I tend to break things apart,
Even my Ownself

Behind those every masks
Are the faces of people
Who wants to give up

Love
Sacrifice
Pain
Strong

Have you ever questioned yourself what's the real deal with these words?

Every dictionaries can give you the meaning of that words,

But they can't never provide the feelings that was hidden between the letters,

To trust somebody is a though choice
For they can fool you with their voice
But people need to trust
For you can't love someone you didn't trust,

People can easily be mistaken by the idea of love,
They can't differ the meaning of 'like' and 'love',
But to really love someone is too hard to achieve,
For it is when you really can't answer the question 'Why do you love someone like him/her?",

Sacrifice is not like giving up your material things to do some errands,
It is the fact that you can let people go that makes you happy just to keep them at ease,
It is when you'd rather let them hate you for the actions you've taken for them to be safe,

Pain is like something went missing,
It's like something inside you shattered literally,
And your heart was too bloated with the emotions you're containing for too long,
It is the feeling that your body went numb, your breathing went hard, your brain became blank you wanted to scream but no sound escaped your mouth and your tears can't come out,

Being strong can't be measure physically,
It's not how you act you don't care,
It is when you cry every night,
You became the strongest person in the world,
For you are facing the fear everyone scared to have.

Colorful things
That's what he gives
Little did he know
That the girl he pursue
Can't see the life in every roses he placed in her hands

What if Cinderella didn't left her shoe?

What if Snow White didn't bit the apple?

What if Aurora didn't pierced her finger on the needle?

What if Ariel didn't want to dance?

What if Belle never looked for her father?

Can we be less hurt if fairy tales never put our hopes too high?

Can you imagine your childhood if the idea of having a prince and happy ending was never invented?

Can you imagine yourself having a bland childlike dreams?

Can you imagine yourself sulking with the idea of love?

But as soon as we grow up

Memories will fade

The dreams that we prayed for every night became lies

We discover that life was not made up of glams and love

Fairy tales was made up to save every child from early drowning of life's misery

Just like her

She once believe with happy endings and prince(s)

But look into her eyes now

She is broken inside

Crying her eyes out

For the child who's living inside her was killed by the reality that says

'Pain will be your friend, Rain will be your music and night will be your favourite time to wake'

I am a person who's living in a trash society but still believe in a sense of humanity,
Are you?

Isa, dalawa, tatlong yapak sa putik.
Isa, dalawa, tatlong lubog sa tubig.
Isa, dalawa, tatlong pugpog ng alikabok sa aking mga paa.

Hindi ako marunong magsalita ng Tagalog.

"Roel! Bilisan mo naman maglakad, patay tayo kay Ginang Cruz." Sambit ni rey.

"Oo sandali lang natumba ako sa putikan."

"Ang lampa mo kasi." Nagtawanan kaming lahat pagkwa'y tumakbo nang ubod bilis.

Mga kamag-aral ko sila. Palagi kaming magkakasabay sa paglakad sa umaga patungo sa eskwela. Natutuwa ako sapagkat masaya silang nag-aasaran kahit hindi ko naman maintindihan ang sinasabi nila. Nahihiya ako kaya nag-eensayo ako sa bahay o habang kami ay naglalakad, pabulong-bulong, ginagaya ang pagbikas ng bibig; ang pagsara, ang pagbukas.

Mga kamag-aral ko sila. Isang buong grupo kami na wari ba'y batalyon ng mga sundalo na handang sumabak sa giyera; may putik ang laylayan ng pantalon at basa ang mga paa.

Uy malapit na kami sa eskwela, ilang hakbang na lang; tumakbo sila, gayundin ako, mabilis. Nagpatuloy sila ngunit ako'y biglang huminto.

"Oo nga pala, hanggang dito na lamang ako", mahinang sambit sa sarili. Natigilan ako, lumiwanag ang mukha at sumilay ang tuwa. Tumakbo ako papalayo sa eskwela't papalapit sa palayan kung saan tutulong ako sa anihan. "Marunong na ako magsalita ng Tagalog!" Sigaw ko sabay yakap sa mga aanihing palay. Salamat sa mga kasabay kong maglakad tuwing umaga, salamat sa mga kamag-aral ko sa kalsada.

You wrote a book about him,
It became his favourite novel,
You love to see him smile everytime he turn the pages,
Eventhough he reads it with some other girl you wish you could be

I am afraid of ghosts,
The one who's screaming and crying beside my bedroom door
I am afraid of ghosts,
Especially when I stand in front of the mirror.

You never knew what you can do
If you use this thing out of the blue
It can break or make, but never ends
For words can **** you with just one said.

I can see the damage you have every night,
Eventhough you wear your make-up as the sun rise up,
The smudges of lipstick in your lips shows how cruel his kiss can be,
The stains of your mascara tells the story of how the princess turned into a slave for his evil prince.

Your smile is like an earthquake,
Extreme but frightening

Your love is like a tidal wave,
Strong but too destructive

Your eyes symbolizes hurricane,
Powerful but too dangerous and cold.

I am burning with desire,
Kiss your lips is what I want,
Eventhough I know it will going to be a dangerous love.

I wish I could turn back the time,
Gain what I lost behind,
Be the person whom I'm wishing now.

The irony is
We all have our other self
Used to express who we really am
So why did we named it as 'dummy'?

It took a hundred of days for him to confess,
But she waited long enough so she decided to find a new love.

He asked me a question I thought was meant for me,
'Can you love me unconditionally?'
'Yes I can'
'So why does she can't?'
And that line broke me inside.

Big, Cold, Black
I blew the candle in haste,
Said my wish after the smoke,
Tell me how to celebrate my birth,
If her body is my cake.

My agony is their pleasure,
Their dreams are my nightmares,
No one ever heard my voice,
When I was marked by the person I didn't know.

Mary is her name,
A five year old child,
I always see her eating a loaf bread,
She says her drunkard father gives it to her everyday,
So one day I invited her to our place,
And gave her a piece of white bread,
Shockness invade my system,
As she took off the little clothes covering her petite body,
But everything makes sense to me when she says the words I never thought I could Imagine,
"What game should we play today?, should I serve you just like how I served my father?"

My dream is to fly,
Elevate my feet on the ground,
That's why I followed the voices inside my head,
I flew in my room,
With the rope who made my dream come true

Weary eyes,
Faded smile,
I am drawn by mistake
In a perfect portrait,
A lost leave that stays in a wrong family tree.

You are known as the perfect Wright for my heart,
Thought that I already found my long lost Mr. Right,
But honey you became a two-faced guy, who pushed me to Write a novel about a man who died begging for everyone's love.

They never listened to my voice,
That's why I turned it into words,
Papers and Pens are my colleagues,
When everyone was too far from me,
I am the shattered pieces of masterpiece,
So I used my spilled blood as an ink to create a new beginning.

No one knows my name,
I am the unseen character of 'Romeo and Juliet',
No one recognizes my pain,
For it was hidden between the pages,
Juliet's place should be mine,
I am the first one who holds his heart,
For Rosaline is the real name of Romeo's first love.

Black and White,
That's all I can see,
I am tired of it,
So I paint it with red using my wrist.

The thing is
I can easily forgot their names
But yours always remain

Maturity is gone when you've fallen in love,
Words are not enough to define the meaning of love
this is the reality we're facing,
the battle with no assurance of winning,
but everyone keeps on hanging,
for they know that the thing they've been fighting for is worthy enough from the beginning.

Naked body,
Presented in front,
I wanted to devour you with my ink and soulful words,
For I am so turn on with the idea of  writing my undying thoughts

Take off your clothes,
Lie down in bed,
Close your eyes,
Be intimate with me tonight,
Let me touch your body with my soul,
Let my lips and tounge accept your flaws,  
Scream in pain,
It's okay to be hurt,
For I'll be giving you too much  pleasure to change this sorrowful night.

Can you blame her?
If she's too paranoid and mad?
Can you hate her?
If you just know how insecure she is?
Don't talk back when she throws her pit on you,
For she's just questioning herself why does her man can't be contented in her arms,
Don't tell her to leave and find another guy
For she knows to herself that the person who always tear her apart is also the one who can make her heart alive

I wish you well,
Promise me you'll be good to him
I wish you well,
Don't look back for I am standing at your back wishing you could still be mine
I wish you well,
But baby it still ******' hurts

"I like you, From the very first time I saw you and I envy her for seeing you first than I do"

No one dared to look into her eyes,
For they are afraid to be a stone-like human,
No one dared to look into her eyes,
That's why no one ever saw the pain and loneliness she's feeling inside,
She used to be like us,
But cursed in the name of love
So the question that remained in her mind is
"Is it wrong to fall in Love?"

Eyes Closed,
Pale lips,
Cold hands,
I'm sitting next to you,
Watching the stars lighting up the sky,
Tears are flowing down my eyes,
My heart wants to burst beacause of the emotions it's keeping for too long,
I am dying with the silence conquering the supposed to be admirable night,
Tell me how to ease the pain while watching you sleep in your favourite bed?

We have this connection that we need to leave behind,
To stop this feelings that somewhere, someday will soon be collide,
For I know from the very start that what we really have is just a lie.

Bloodshot eyes,
Papers are burned,
Inks dried up,
Can I write my poetry in your lips?

I am torn between the
Sunrise and sunset
To the
Sun and Moon,
Rain or Shine,
Believe or not,
Cry or laugh
But the hardest choices from all of that is
I am torn between
Loving or hating you,
For I know that breathing will be too hard for me if I'm going to let go of you.

He's too tired of her dramas
That's why he shuted her out
She's too tired, begging for his love
That's why she finally leaves him behind,
This is the ending of their journey,
The last stage of their love story,
For they never listen to the heart, of one another.

I wanna play my favourite song,
But I can't bear to hear the tune that screams everytime i press the keys
I wanna play my favourite song,
But I am too afraid to remember the pain you inflicted to me

She didn't know
Who will leave or stay
So she pushed them all away