Let’s Prey?

It always sneaked up behind me like a black cat to its prey.
And of course there was so much I could do to win the fight,
I never survived.
******* my soul
leaving its spirit of vulnerability
furiousness
because of
you, you
YOU.
Similar to a parasite.
And I’d do anything to get rid of it even if it meant – helping the host.
It was painful and hurtful and achy and punishing.
So I fixed it.
Cleansed it
Treated it
But over and over again, was it too much?
No?
So I treated it again
OOPS
That’s too much!