The emotion that comes with pain
Trickles down then floods with rain
Do you know how much moisture is needed to accumulate a cloud
There is torture when you can not accommodate a loud sound
Like thunder
Oh how her heart did plunder
Lightning has burned itself into you
Choices earn you a hell that isnt blue
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!
A guy can hold a lie that darkens an entire sky
One with a light so bright you wouldn't guess might crave to die
So dimmed
Because the devil forced himself in
Sold her soul
Molded an empty hole
Created a space not meant for the reality of this earth
Dictated hate that you sent to the eyes of babies you simply didnt birth
How could you let anyone believe
Be deceived by such a thief
That maybe evil doesn't exist
Hanging, laying, faking; the devil coexists

I am simply not okay
Not today
I have been left in dismay
Spit on my grave
Resubmitted for flowers
Held against my own power
Survived only so you would not sour
So you could sit here and call me a coward
Somehow hold my life
Until I die
Ignore my cries
To have a better night
We pass alone
Our bodies turn to bone
Get a headstone
And we grow into the unknown

Neither can be turned off
Both can be a lot
Or not enough
Kinda sorta just like love
They can all be ****** up
Perception is key
Life comes with many fees
Many prices to pay
That can all take your day
And make you not want to stay
Causing death to be something you crave
But if you can see the light
Maybe theres still some fight
Which can grow in time
Use yourself wisely
Or you'll never reach a silver lining
Possibly be completely gone at the age of 22
With absolutely nothing left to lose
Give I guess would be the right word
Because on February 3rd
Gone he was with no more pain
A clean slate
Blissful state
Simple day of fate
Changed the course of one mind
Forever high in a sky
Unseeable
Not reachable
But still in this body
Just like everybody
Being used up by a cruel world
That sometimes makes you want to hurl
An even balance is a rarity
We profit off of charity
Isnt that contradictory
Pretty self explanatory
If we can not see ourselves as equals
There will always be the devil
God will only be there
As much as we care
So love with your eyes
Because some are extra cold tonight

Creepy guy
Scary nights
Texting lies
Passing lights
Glaring eyes
Setting fire
Darkest hour
No power
Innocent flower
Rain showers
Drown her
Without thirst

Write down everything you feel
Even though none of it seems to be real
My thoughts are the ones that ****
Should I be on some ******* pill
I feel mad sad and just overall bad
For everything I have, had, and shouldnt have