Suus - Hello Poetry

Suus Jun 2019

It's been awhile.
I know you never really left me.

Feeling empty
Appearing at the right time.

Filling my mind.
You are snarky as always.

To be honest some part of me missed you.

Suus May 2019

Please let me go

That hand on your shoulder.

Pulling you in,
against your will.

That hand on your shoulder.

Asking you,
what you shouldn't do.

That hand on your shoulder.

Reminding you,
of the time you wanted to go.

That hand on your shoulder.

Comforting you,
in ways it shouldn't

That hand on your shoulder,
not letting go.

Suus May 2019

Stop manipulating

Crying in front of me, to get some emotion out off me.

Making sure you still have that power over me.

To make me cry.

Suus May 2019

Too late, I'm afraid

I take a step forward.

Liquid dropping on the ground.
The colour red falling without any sound.

I take a step forward.

The sky starless.
My mind filled with darkness.

I take a step forward.

Desperate cries ringing into my ears.
Trying to let me shed some tears.

I look over my shoulder.

I smile.
Your eyes in denial

I take a step forward.

Suus May 2019

Leave me alone

You are such a manipulative *****.

Making me feel guilty for trying to live my life, making me think I give up on you.

Saying that I hate you, to make me say I love you.

Remembering me of the "good old times", listen even than we never had a stable relationship.

But I can't tell you that, and worst of all...

You know that.

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