Why is it
That every time I close my eyes
What I wish for most
Is my quick demise
Is it because of the ache in my heart
Or perhaps
It's the fact that my darkest emotions
They won't leave me alone
Not until I'm completely torn apart

There's something in your eyes
When you look at her
It's something that she doesn't seem to see
Your eyes light up
And I know what you're thinking
That someday you'll be together
Just not now
I know just what you're thinking
Because the same thoughts come to mind
Whenever I think of you and me

Your physically here
But mentally your not
I still had hope
Even after all the times we fought
I thought we would get better
However as months pass by
It's far too clear
Our love has died

I thought I could wait forever
But my heart is breaking
The stitches that kept it together
They're falling out
My beliefs
Are being replaced by doubt

My eyes open wide
As I see our deaths
But there is no where
For us to hide
Because for now
It's only in my mind
A future by my love
And others
Still unseen
Only I know
What this must mean
My eyes fill with tears
I have waited so long
So many years
To see my love
Now to see him live
I must say goodbye
Before I have said hello
Because if he knew
That ours would be a love
That could only be described as true
He would protect me  
Therefor he would die in vain
Knowing that
I must keep away
Even if It will cause me such great pain
He will never know of me
Just as I wish I had not known of him
But I cannot change what I know
So for his safety
My life is something I will have to let go